Chapter 44: A Little bit of Remorse…

  (Faith’s POV)

  Like a baby, Celia quickly fell asleep as I held her. Everything about Celia was irresistible to an extreme. I had to use every ounce of my restraint to not take her here and now… Her looks… her smell… her cute breathing… everything!

  But, the idea that she will be my wife in the future… helps me restrain myself enough. Of course, her wives watching this helps me in that department as well.

  Lia: “She’s never looked this peaceful before…”

  Nia: “That means that Celia hasn’t ever had real sleep since meeting us, right?…”

  Tia: “How did you do this, Faith?”

  The agreement was like this. They would agree to let me sexually think of Celia, and I would help her rest like this. I expressed how soothing such a sleep like this would be, and, since it would help their beloved wife, they quickly agreed.

  Though, they requested to watch it all happen in real time. Thanks to Maralia, my mother will not be able to notice me still being alive, so I was able to contact Celia’s wives without any worry. To still be safe, we only communicate through the System.

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  Guinevere: “Celia even has such a cute smile on her face…”

  Ria: “I haven’t seen this either. I feel like a failure…”

  Maralia: “Celia… while sleeping, she still thinks about working, which presents her from truly ever sleeping.”

  Her wives tossed their opinions and assumptions around, but I knew that they were right. The only times that Celia has rested fully… was when such rest was forced upon her.

  If it wasn’t for her wives, or mental fatigue, Celia would probably still lightly sleep like normal, and for the rest of her life. Celia has trauma from her first life. Trauma that none of her wives attempted to help her through.

  Celia never gave them the chance to do so, though. Like so many times before, we have told her that she must learn to live for herself. That shouldering all these burdens in silence is bad.

  She just never learns. Celia felt, and still feels, so much pain from losing her sister, Sarah. She thinks that she failed her… Celia just hid that she was in pain.

  She did a show of crying, but those tears weren’t enough. The testament to this… is how with their long rest prior to the game starting, Celia never went to visit Sarah’s grave. The loss was too great, but she didn’t let it show.

  Like always, Celia bore these pains alone, deciding to hide them even from her loving family, and continuing to hold the needs of even random strangers, far above her own needs.

  Celia is still a broken girl, one that pretends she is fine and already healed. Her Domain is cancer, which lavishly feeds upon her sanity and Celia’s very soul. I expressed all of this to her wives. And… I also added in the cruel truth, one that even Maralia knows of…