More than two months had passed without the Galaxy needing a savior or a victim. I knew that because the calendar said so, and because my body knew it in the quiet ways bodies keep count — calluses smoothing where they had once split, bruises fading faster, sleep coming more easily than it had when everything was still raw and uncertain. The days no longer felt like they were borrowing momentum from something else. They stood on their own now.

  Somewhere along the way we turned a bit older, stronger, and more confident. Toran turned seventeen a couple of weeks after we’d earned out own lightsabers, Meral’s sixteenth birthday came and went a month ago, and my own was fast approaching.

  Changes were not just coming — they were already here and we were living them. We might have come to the Praxeum still children — some louder than others, some already hardened by tough life — but the children were forced to grow up fast.

  When the Imperial fleet under Daala’s command attacked Yavin, leaving behind hundreds of victims. When we faced murderers and slavers on our mad run from Kessel. When we had to face our own weaknesses and deal with the fallout of these unexpected threats.

  And yet, despite all of that —or maybe because of— we were more ready to face anything the Galaxy would throw at us. We survived the darkness and now had time to grow stronger and prepare before the next one came. Even if a new shadow came unannounced and unexpected, we would make our own light.

  Like embers at dawn.

  ? ? ?

  Morning at the Praxeum came without a prelude. The jungle breathed mist across the stone as the first light crept over the upper terraces, turning ancient Massassi carvings pale and indistinct. Training had already begun by the time I reached the yard. It always did. The Order did not wait for anyone to be ready.

  Most of the trainees were spread across the lower grounds in familiar patterns, pairs and small groups moving through the Fast, Medium, and Heavy styles Luke and Kam had formalized early on. Clean lines. Defined forms. Movements that could be taught, corrected, repeated until muscle and instinct agreed to cooperate.

  It was good training. Necessary training. It was also predictable.

  At the far end of the yard, separated by little more than space and attention, a smaller group moved differently. Older students. More experienced. Fewer in number. They weren’t running drills so much as inhabiting them. Us among them.

  I stepped into place at the front of that formation without a word, Meral and Toran flanking me as naturally as if we had agreed on it beforehand. We hadn’t. We rarely did. The others fell in behind us, spacing themselves by feel rather than instruction.

  No one spoke. The proto-forms did not tolerate chatter.

  We began with steps — weight shifting forward and back, heels lifting, toes anchoring. Zha’ka without the word, the moment before motion held long enough to be chosen. Then Eth, the space between breaths, the pause that wasn’t hesitation. Vath followed, balance settling through spine and stance. Nheh came last, the release that allowed the movement to complete itself without force.

  ? ? ?

  Toran ignited first. His main-hand blade flared to life in a vibrant cyan, bright and assertive, while his off-hand saber answered a heartbeat later in a deeper, richer blue. He carried them with the ease of someone who had finally grown confident in the space they take up and stopped claiming more than necessary — dual blades moving in complementary arcs rather than competing ones, his stance wide, grounded, disciplined in a way that would have surprised anyone who’d known him a year ago.

  Meral followed, her motions quieter. Her primary blade bloomed into a soft, pale green —steady, gentle, almost soothing to look at— while the shorter shoto in her off-hand ignited in a muted yellow, closer to warm amber than gold. The pairing suited her: reach and precision balanced by quick corrections, her footwork light but never careless.

  I ignited last. My saber answered with a pale blue-white glow, the blade stable and serene, its core clean and even. The elongated hilt rested comfortably in my hands, brushed silver-titanium catching the morning light without reflecting it harshly. As I moved, faint iridescent undertones shimmered through the plasma at certain angles—not colorful, not distracting. Just a soft multitone echo, like harmonics layered beneath a single sustained note.

  We moved.

  The first sequence flowed through us without correction, without adjustment. A step, a turn, a pivot that brought Toran’s off-hand blade sweeping low as Meral’s shoto traced a tight defensive arc. I shifted between them, my saber guiding rather than striking, redirecting imaginary pressure into empty space.

  Behind us, the others followed. Not perfectly, not yet. But closely enough that the shape held. I felt the Force differently than I had a few weeks ago. It wasn’t louder or overwhelmingly stronger. Sharper, perhaps — edges more clearly defined, currents easier to read. It was like learning the difference between hearing a chord and recognizing the individual notes that made it.

  It wasn’t just me. Meral’s timing was cleaner than it had been weeks ago, her transitions smoother, less effort spent correcting small imbalances. Toran’s movements wasted almost nothing now — no extra flourish, no unnecessary force. Where he had once overcommitted, he now allowed momentum to resolve itself.

  Kirana Ti stood at the edge of the yard, arms folded, watching. She didn’t intervene. She never did when she didn’t need to. Her presence was a quiet weight at the edge of awareness, an acknowledgment rather than an assessment. I didn’t look at her. I didn’t need to. The fact that she was there and silent was enough.

  The sequence ended as it began, motion folding back into stillness. For a moment, no one moved. Then the formation loosened. Sabers powered down. Conversations sparked back into existence around us as the rest of the yard continued its routines.

  Toran exhaled slowly and stepped closer, close enough that his arm brushed mine. It wasn’t deliberate but I welcomed it. His presence beside me was good, expected, familiar. Meral shot us a sideways glance, lips twitching, then turned to offer a quiet correction to one of the students behind her. She didn’t comment on the closeness. She never did.

  When the drills fully broke, I headed toward the wash basins along the stone wall, the cool water a welcome contrast against warmed skin. I leaned forward, bracing my hands on the edge as I rinsed sweat and dust away.

  When I looked up, my reflection met me.

  Alabaster skin flushed faintly from exertion. Silvery-white hair pulled back, a few loose strands already escaping to frame my face. Pale blue eyes that looked calmer than they had any right to be, given everything they carried.

  I held the gaze for a moment longer than necessary, then let it go.

  Behind me, Toran laughed at something Meral said—low, unguarded. The sound relaxed me more than any meditation ever had.

  Some embers just burned quietly.

  ? ? ?

  The yard didn’t empty so much as dissolve. Groups peeled away in layers—some toward the refectory, others toward the shaded walkways that wrapped the Praxeum’s outer walls. A few lingered to repeat drills on their own, stubborn or inspired enough to chase perfection long after instruction had officially ended.

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  Meral dismissed the remaining students with a brief nod and a flick of her shoto toward the practice racks. No lecture. No encouragement. They’d gotten what they needed for now.

  She powered down her sabers and clipped them to her belt in one smooth motion. Up close, the faint Kiffar markings along her cheekbones caught the light, subtle but unmistakable once you knew to look for them—heritage carried lightly, the way she carried most things. Her build was athletic without being imposing, strength expressed through motion rather than mass, and she moved with an easy confidence that made obstacles feel temporary by default.

  She caught my eye and tilted her head. “You felt it too,” she said quietly.

  It wasn’t a question.

  I nodded. “Sharper.”

  Toran joined us, rolling his shoulders as if testing how they sat in his frame after the sequence. He was tall enough that he had to angle his head slightly downward to meet my gaze, broad-shouldered and solid in a way that suggested he’d been built for confrontation even when he chose not to lean into it. His sandy-brown hair was already a mess again, damp with sweat, refusing to stay tamed no matter how often he cut it shorter.

  “Don’t tell me you’re both going to pretend that didn’t feel different,” he said. “Because I’ll feel personally attacked.”

  Meral smirked. “You always do.”|

  “I mean better,” he pressed, hands moving as he spoke. “Cleaner. Like the steps stopped arguing with me halfway through.”

  “They did,” I said. “You stopped forcing them.”

  He paused, then hummed thoughtfully. “Huh.”

  The admission didn’t bother him the way it once might have. A few months ago, Toran would have shrugged it off with bravado, turned it into a joke or a challenge. Now he simply absorbed it, eyes distant for a moment as he replayed the feeling in his mind.

  Growth didn’t always announce itself.

  Kirana Ti approached then, her stride unhurried. She didn’t look at me immediately. Instead, her gaze swept the yard once more, cataloging posture, spacing, the way some students lingered near the proto-form group even as they pretended not to.

  “Good session,” she said at last.

  That was all. No correction. No warning. No praise that could be mistaken for approval or expectation.

  She inclined her head to Meral and Toran in turn, then walked on, already returning to whatever quiet calculations occupied her thoughts. The absence she left behind was heavier than her presence had been.

  Toran watched her go. “You know,” he said, “when she doesn’t say anything, I can never tell if that’s better or worse.”

  Meral shrugged. “If it were worse, she’d tell us.”

  “Comforting,” he muttered.

  ? ? ?

  We made our way toward the stone benches near the wash basins, the path worn smooth by generations of feet that had never known the words Jedi Praxeum but had understood training all the same. The jungle pressed close here, leaves whispering softly in a cool breeze, the air thick with damp earth and growing things.

  I sat, stretching my legs out in front of me, and Toran sat beside me without hesitation. Our knees brushed. Neither of us moved away. He rested his forearms on his thighs, hands clasped loosely, posture relaxed in a way that would have looked careless on someone else. On him, it read as comfort earned rather than assumed.

  Meral perched on the bench opposite us, leaning back on her hands. “So,” she said lightly, “are we going to talk about how the proto-forms are starting to feel less like theory and more like… something else?”

  Toran grimaced. “That’s ominous.”

  “It’s accurate,” I said. “They’re settling.”

  “Into you,” Meral clarified, eyes on me. “Not just the movements. The listening part.”

  I considered that. “Into all of us.”

  She smiled faintly. “Maybe. But you’re still the one they answer to first.”

  Toran glanced between us, then cleared his throat. “For the record,” he said, “I don’t mind being second in line.”

  I snorted despite myself. He shot me a sideways look, blue eyes bright with something that wasn’t quite humor.

  “I mean it. It’s easier to focus when I’m not trying to prove anything.”

  There it was again—that quiet admission, offered without drama.

  I leaned into him without conscious thought, the contact grounding, familiar. His arm shifted slightly behind me, resting along the back of the bench, close enough to feel without enclosing. Meral noticed. Of course she did. She didn’t comment. Instead, she stretched, arching her back with a soft groan. “I’m going to get something to eat before Serrin decides to make breakfast a competitive event.”

  Toran chuckled. “Too late.”

  “Then I’m going to watch him lose,” she amended, pushing to her feet. “Try not to redefine the Order while I’m gone.”

  “No promises,” Toran said.

  She left us there, footsteps light, expression unreadable in that way she had when she was choosing not to press. The quiet that followed was easy, a shared moment of peace. Toran shifted closer, his knee pressing more firmly against mine.

  “You okay?” he asked, voice low.

  I nodded. “Yeah.”

  He studied my face for a moment, then looked away again, gaze tracking the movement of leaves overhead. “Good.”

  We sat like that for a while, the embers of training still warm under skin and thought alike. Nothing needed to be said. And, at least for now, nothing felt like it was waiting to be said later either.

  ? ? ?

  The day unfolded around us. Somewhere deeper in the complex, a bell chimed—soft, almost polite—marking the shift between training blocks. Voices rose and fell in pockets, laughter breaking through in short bursts before being swallowed again by stone and foliage. The Praxeum was never truly quiet, not even at dawn. It breathed with the people who moved through it.

  Toran leaned back on his hands, stretching his legs out, boots crossed at the ankles. In the brighter light now filtering through the canopy, the lines of him were clearer—long-limbed, solid, built for motion and impact. He carried his height with an ease that suggested he’d grown into it early and never felt the need to apologize for it. The faint scars along his forearms caught the light when he shifted, old reminders of lessons learned the hard way.

  He followed my gaze and smirked. “If you’re evaluating my form, I should warn you I’m at my worst when sitting.”

  “I’ve noticed,” I said dryly.

  That earned a laugh—quiet, genuine. The sound lingered longer than it needed to, warming the space between us. I stood and stretched, joints loosening as the last of the stiffness faded. The wash basins were still cool to the touch when I returned, water running clear over my hands. I splashed my face again, slower this time, letting the sensation anchor me.

  When I looked up, my reflection felt steadier than it had earlier. The girl staring back at me still looked young—too young, sometimes, for the weight she carried—but there was less uncertainty in her eyes now. My posture had changed without my noticing. Less guarded. Less braced for impact.

  I turned as Toran came up beside me, close enough that I could feel the warmth of him even without contact. He rinsed his hands, shaking off the excess water before rubbing them together absently.

  “You ever notice,” he said, “how the mornings here feel… different?”

  I arched an eyebrow. “That’s vague.”

  “Yeah, I know.” He considered his words, which was still new enough to be noticeable. “I just mean—everything feels possible before the day starts telling you what it expects.”

  I dried my hands on a cloth and nodded. “That’s why I like training early.”

  He glanced at me, something thoughtful passing behind his eyes. “You like being ahead of the noise.”

  “I like hearing myself think.”

  He smiled at that, soft and unguarded, and for a moment the quiet between us was all that existed.

  ? ? ?

  We walked back toward the yard together, unhurried. Meral hadn’t returned yet, which meant Serrin was either still monopolizing the refectory or had already been ejected from it. Either outcome was equally likely. We paused near the edge of the training grounds, watching as a few remaining students wrapped up their own sessions. One of them stumbled mid-form, cursed under their breath, and tried again with stubborn determination.

  Toran nodded toward them. “They’re getting better.”

  “They are,” I agreed. “All of them.”

  “Because of you,” he added, almost reflexively.

  I shook my head. “Because they’re listening.”

  He didn’t argue. That, too, was new.

  Meral returned shortly after, carrying three ration bars and looking far too pleased with herself. She tossed one to Toran, who caught it easily, then handed one to me. “Serrin attempted to reorganize the breakfast line according to ‘efficiency principles,’” she reported. “It ended exactly how you’d expect.”

  Toran grimaced. “In his favor?”

  “In his opinion,” she corrected. “Which is not the same thing.”

  I smiled and unwrapped the bar, taking a small bite. It tasted like compressed nutrients and vague optimism. Meral leaned against the low stone wall, watching us both with that familiar sharp gentleness. “You two look settled,” she said.

  Toran froze, bar halfway to his mouth.

  I met her gaze evenly. “We are.”

  She studied us for another heartbeat, then nodded once, satisfied. “Okay.”

  There was no teasing in her voice. No warning. Just acknowledgment.

  The three of us stood there as daylight claimed the last shadows of dawn, the last traces of mist burning away under the sun. The proto-forms lingered in my muscles, not as strain but as memory—patterns etched a little deeper than before. Nothing pressed at the edges of my awareness. No visions. No whispers. Just the steady presence of the Force, flowing clean and familiar, like a river that knew its course.

  If something was changing, it was doing so quietly.

  I took another bite of the ration bar and made a face.

  “This is objectively worse than last week’s.”

  Toran laughed. “Progress has its costs.”

  Meral snorted. “If this is the price of enlightenment, I’m renegotiating.”

  Their voices overlapped, easy and warm, and I let myself stay there in the sound of it.