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CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT: Little Of Your Time, Little Of Your Heart

  The

  Northern Mountains – That Night

  Lucille

  leads. She sits tall in the saddle, reins loose in her hands,

  the horse’s breath steaming faintly in the cooling air. Cain rides

  at her right, close enough that their knees nearly brush when the

  trail narrows. Behind them, Marcus, Tiber, Decimus, and Arruns fall

  into a staggered line, silhouettes rising and falling with the rhythm

  of hooves.

  Rucksacks sway from the

  backs of the saddles, canvas whispering with every step.

  By the time they leave the

  Academy’s outer perimeter, the sun is gone. The last red smear of

  daylight bleeds out behind the hills, replaced by a hard, starless

  sky. The chill settles in fast, summer giving way to night without

  warning, cold fingers slipping beneath armor plates and down spines.

  The rear of the formation

  murmurs with low conversation. Short bursts of laughter.

  Half-whispered boasts. Tension bleeding off in nervous ways.

  Lucille and Cain remain

  quiet.

  Cain has the dossier open

  in his lap, one hand steadying it while the other clicks on a small

  flashlight. Red light spills across the pages, dim and disciplined,

  painting the paper in blood-colored shadows. He studies the map with

  a soldier’s focus, eyes tracing lines, measuring distance by

  instinct.

  Lucille leans just enough

  to glimpse it.

  The coordinates are broad,

  an insult masquerading as guidance. A cluster of grid squares boxed

  together, terrain marked in careful detail: elevation changes,

  ravines, tree lines, broken stone, old structures. Somewhere inside

  that space is their VIP. Somewhere inside it, enemies are waiting.

  Nothing about it is

  precise.

  Nothing about it is kind.

  Cain taps the edge of the

  map with a gloved finger, thoughtful. “They don’t want this to be

  quick,” he murmurs, more to himself than to her.

  Lucille hums softly in

  agreement, eyes lifting from the page back to the trail ahead. The

  land rolls dark and uneven before them, the path narrowing as it

  climbs. Trees crowd closer. Shadows thicken.

  Hours

  grind past beneath the slow, punishing rhythm of hooves.

  It is late, deep into the

  night, when the team finally calls a halt.

  They find shelter at the

  foot of a smaller mountain, where a tall, jagged ridge rises like a

  broken wall, cutting the wind and casting a long shadow over a narrow

  clearing. The air here is still, heavy with the scent of stone and

  pine. The horses snort softly as they’re tied off to a thick,

  gnarled tree nearby, their hides dark with sweat, breath fogging

  faintly in the cold.

  Rucksacks are unlashed and

  dropped to the ground with dull thuds. The team gathers in the center

  of the clearing, boots crunching softly over dirt and loose gravel.

  Cain speaks first, quiet

  but firm.

  “We rotate watch,” he

  says. “Everyone sleeps. No exceptions.”

  No one argues that.

  The problem is who goes

  first.

  “I will,” Lucille says

  immediately.

  Decimus turns on her,

  scowling. “Absolutely not. You took a halberd to the side today.

  You’re not pulling first watch.”

  “I’m fine,” she

  replies.

  “That’s not the point,”

  Decimus snaps.

  Before the debate can turn

  into something louder, Arruns kneels and opens his rucksack. He

  rummages once. Twice.

  Then he freezes.

  “You’ve got to be

  fucking kidding me,” he growls.

  That does it.

  The others drop to their

  knees and start tearing into their own packs.

  The inventory comes

  together fast and ugly.

  No MREs in Arruns’ pack.

  None in Tiber’s either.

  Marcus finds one. Cain

  finds one. Decimus finds one.

  Lucille has two.

  Silence settles heavy over

  the clearing, broken only by the soft rustle of fabric and the

  distant night sounds of insects and wind through stone.

  “They didn’t forget,”

  Decimus mutters, jaw tight. “This is deliberate.”

  They tally the rest just as

  grimly. One fire starter. Three flashlights. Ammunition enough to be

  dangerous but not generous. No comfort items. No margin for error.

  “They set us up to

  bleed,” Decimus adds bitterly.

  Lucille doesn’t say a

  word.

  She reaches into her

  rucksack, pulls out both MREs, and hands them to Tiber and Arruns

  without hesitation.

  Tiber blinks at her. “What

  about you?”

  Arruns frowns. “You can’t

  just—”

  “I’ll be fine,”

  Lucille says with a shrug, already closing her pack. “I’ve gone

  longer.”

  Cain opens his mouth to

  argue.

  She doesn’t let him.

  “I’ll grab firewood,”

  she says, turning away. “We need it anyway.”

  Before anyone can stop her,

  she steps into the brush, swallowed quickly by shrubs, shadow, and

  the dark slope of the mountain.

  “Lucille—” Marcus

  calls.

  She doesn’t answer.

  He swears under his breath

  and jogs after her, catching up just before the night fully takes

  her, his broad frame slipping into the darkness at her side.

  The

  clearing feels colder once Lucille and Marcus disappear into the

  brush.

  For a moment, no one

  speaks.

  Arruns shifts his weight,

  arms crossed, breath fogging faintly. “Is she always like that?”

  he asks quietly. “Just… goes. Like resting is optional.”

  Cain exhales through his

  nose, slow and tired. “Yeah. She doesn’t know how to stop.”

  There’s no judgment in his voice. Just fact.

  Tiber, glances toward the

  dark where Lucille vanished, then down at the half-empty packs. “I’ll

  see what I can scrounge up,” he says. “Dry sticks. Kindling.

  Maybe we can have a fire going by the time they get back.”

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  He moves off a few steps,

  already scanning the ground.

  Arruns squats near the

  rucksacks, frowning. “Tomorrow morning, we should forage as we

  move. Roots. Berries. Anything. We can’t hit contact half-starved.”

  Cain nods. “Agreed.”

  Tiber pauses,

  straightening, his expression sour. “Still doesn’t sit right,”

  he mutters. “This isn’t how armies operate. You don’t send

  soldiers out on fumes. Not unless you want them dead.”

  Cain looks at the packs

  again. The missing weight. The deliberate absence. “They’re not

  training an army,” he says quietly. “They’re breaking people.

  Seeing who snaps. Who turns on their team. Who can’t adapt.”

  He lifts his gaze to the

  others, eyes hard in the low light.

  “Phase One showed us

  they’ll let us die,” Cain continues. “Phase Two is about seeing

  who survives when the structure is gone.”

  The night presses closer

  around them, the mountain looming silent and indifferent, as the

  truth settles in.

  Lucille and Marcus –

  Continuous

  Marcus catches up to her

  easily, long strides eating the ground between the trees.

  “Man, you’re fast,”

  he remarks, glancing down at her with a crooked grin. “Didn’t

  think you’d vanish that quick.”

  Lucille only shrugs. She

  crouches, fingers sweeping up fallen sticks, snapping a few to size

  before adding them to the bundle in her arm. She moves on without

  comment, eyes already searching the shadowed ground ahead.

  Marcus trails her, stooping

  now and then to collect his own handful. He talks, nothing important,

  just noise meant to fill the dark, but Lucille doesn’t answer. She

  watches him from the corner of her eye, guarded, silent.

  When the bundle in her arms

  grows unwieldy, Marcus steps closer. “Here,” he says, already

  reaching.

  Before she can protest, he

  takes the sticks from her, tucking them against his side. He flashes

  her an easy smile. “You shouldn’t be straining yourself. Not with

  that side.”

  “I’m fine,” Lucille

  replies flatly.

  Marcus laughs under his

  breath. “Sure. And I’m blind.”

  She stops walking. Turns to

  face him. “Why do you care?”

  The question is sharp,

  defensive.

  Marcus doesn’t hesitate.

  “Because we’re a team.” His tone is simple, matter-of-fact.

  “That means everyone stays in fighting shape. We watch each other’s

  backs. We don’t let pride get someone killed.”

  He shifts the sticks in his

  arms. “It’s what Dravon said. What Vale’s been drilling into us

  since day one.”

  Lucille studies him in the

  dim light, searching for mockery, for ulterior motive.

  There is none. Only

  resolve.

  They push deeper between

  the trees, the ground uneven beneath their boots. Then Lucille stops

  short.

  Ahead of them,

  half-swallowed by shrubs, lies an old tree fallen on its side, dead,

  hollowed, its bark split and soft with rot. Lucille’s attention

  locks onto it immediately. She kneels without a word, drawing her

  knife and beginning to carve.

  Marcus watches, puzzled.

  After a second, he digs into his pocket, pulls out a flashlight, and

  clicks it on. The beam cuts through the dark and lands where she’s

  working.

  White-rimmed,

  orange-fleshed blooms cling to the dead bark in thick clusters.

  He whistles, low. “Damn.

  You saw that in the dark?”

  Lucille blinks, pausing

  mid-cut as if the question surprises her. She slides several broad

  crowns into her rucksack. Only then does she seem to realize, she

  hadn’t been using a light at all.

  “I can see,” she says

  simply.

  She keeps carving,

  methodical, precise, harvesting the rest of the mushrooms cleanly.

  Chicken of the forest. Good eating. A gift, if you know how to look.

  Marcus grins to himself and

  bends to gather a few more sticks while she works.

  When she’s finished,

  Lucille rises and approaches him. She pulls a length of rope from her

  kit and holds it out. “Hold still.”

  Marcus chuckles. “Careful.

  We don’t know each other well enough for that.”

  The joke falls flat.

  Lucille only raises a brow,

  clearly missing, or ignoring, the humor entirely. She loops the rope

  around the bundle of sticks, fingers moving with practiced ease. A

  looping knot, tight but adjustable. Efficient.

  As she ties it off, Marcus

  clears his throat. There’s a flicker of nerves beneath his usual

  confidence, but he presses on.

  “So,” he says casually.

  “You and Cain. You… together? Or just friends?”

  Lucille stills for a

  fraction of a second. A faint blush touches her cheeks. She shakes

  her head.

  “Just friends,” she

  says. “Always have been.”

  Marcus hums at that,

  thoughtful.

  She finishes the knot and

  hands the bundle back. Marcus slings it over his shoulder with ease.

  Lucille turns away and starts walking again, already scanning the

  dark for what comes next.

  They wander longer than

  intended, the forest thinning and thickening in uneven patches.

  Sticks are all they find beyond the mushrooms Lucille has already

  harvested, enough, she judges, to feed everyone for a night. Maybe

  enough to spare the MREs for a worse day. A quieter mercy.

  Marcus keeps trying to talk

  as they walk. At first it’s one-sided. Then, gradually, Lucille

  begins to answer, short replies, clipped, but real. She responds when

  he says her name. When he asks her something directly.

  It feels like progress.

  Eventually Lucille slows,

  then turns. “That’s enough,” she says. “We won’t get

  luckier tonight.”

  Marcus nods. “Yeah.

  Camp’s not far.”

  They start back.

  Lucille stops without

  warning.

  Marcus bumps lightly into

  her back and mutters an apology, but it dies when he sees her

  posture. Her head is tilted, her gaze locked into the trees to their

  left.

  He stills. Listens.

  Nothing. No snap of twigs.

  No breath. No movement he can hear.

  He leans closer, voice

  barely a whisper. “You okay?”

  “Maybe,” Lucille

  murmurs. “Thought I heard a deer. Far off.”

  Marcus raises a brow but

  doesn’t argue. They move on.

  A few dozen paces later,

  Lucille slows again, this time gradually. Her gaze lifts.

  The scent hits him a

  heartbeat later.

  Honeycrisp apples hang in

  clusters above them, pale shapes against the dark leaves.

  Lucille steps toward the

  trunk and reaches up, then immediately hisses, gripping her side. The

  motion pulls at the stitched wound beneath her armor.

  Marcus swears under his

  breath. He drops the bundle of sticks and catches her by the

  shoulder. “Easy. Don’t.”

  “I can—” she starts.

  “No,” he says firmly.

  “I can reach.”

  He stretches, fingers

  brushing a low branch, and twists one free. He hands it to her as she

  leans back against the tree. Then another. And another.

  Six apples in total.

  “That’ll do,” he

  says. “We can grab more in the morning.”

  Lucille nods, cradling the

  fruit against her chest. “Yeah,” she agrees softly.

  Marcus doesn’t hand her

  the last apple.

  He pauses instead, watching

  her with a look that is no longer casual. “You never answered me,”

  he says quietly. “How you knew they were there.”

  Lucille blinks up at him,

  still pressed lightly to the tree, apples cradled against her chest.

  “I—” Her lips part, then close again. She isn’t used to

  anyone standing this close. Not like this. Not blocking her space

  without meaning to.

  Marcus steps in another

  half pace. He plants a hand against the bark above her head, leaning

  down, his shadow swallowing hers. She feels the heat of him through

  the armor, through the night air.

  His voice drops, rough but

  careful. “You’re impressive,” he says. “When you fight. When

  you move. I’ve thought so for a while.” A crooked smile tugs at

  his mouth. “And yeah. I think you’re cute.”

  Lucille’s thoughts stall.

  The words don’t slot into anything familiar. Her pulse spikes,

  sharp and fast, the same way it does a heartbeat before violence.

  Marcus finally places the

  last apple on top of the pile in her arms. His fingers linger. Then,

  gently, they slide along her jaw, toward the back of her head.

  He leans in.

  Lucille reacts before she

  understands.

  Her fist snaps up and

  forward, a clean, brutal motion. Knuckles slam into his throat.

  Marcus folds instantly, air

  tearing from his lungs. He stumbles back, coughing, one hand braced

  on his knee as he fights for breath.

  “Sh-shit,” he wheezes,

  dragging in air that won’t quite come. He rubs his throat, voice

  wrecked. “Okay. Yeah. That— that was too bold.”

  Lucille stands frozen, face

  burning hot. The apples tremble in her grip.

  Marcus chokes out a laugh,

  hoarse and broken. “You could’ve just said no,” he rasps.

  “Didn’t have to try to kill me.”

  That breaks her paralysis.

  She gasps, dropping the

  apples into the dirt, and lunges forward to grab his shoulder,

  turning him slightly so she can see his face. “I’m sorry. I’m—

  I didn’t think. You got close and I— I panicked.”

  He straightens slowly,

  still coughing, then waves her off. “I’m okay.” He clears his

  throat carefully. “You’ve got a hell of an arm.”

  Lucille doesn’t laugh.

  She just nods, mortified, hands hovering uselessly as if she doesn’t

  know where to put them.

  Marcus finally rests a

  steadying hand on her shoulder, light, unmistakably respectful this

  time. “No harm done,” he says. “Lesson learned.”

  Lucille hesitates, then

  reaches up, fingertips brushing the side of Marcus’s neck. “Are

  you… really okay?”

  Marcus catches her hand

  before she can pull it back. Gently. He doesn’t restrain her, just

  holds it there, thumb warm against her skin. He grins, that same

  stupid, boyish charm flickering back into place like it never left.

  “Yeah,” he says. “I’ll live.”

  He chuckles softly, then

  adds, “Next time, I’ll actually ask first. Instead of… you

  know. Assuming.”

  Her blush deepens

  instantly. “N–next time?” she stammers. “What do you mean

  by—”

  He straightens slowly,

  releasing her hand as if to give her space. “Kiss you,” he says,

  as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world.

  Lucille short-circuits.

  Her face goes scarlet. She

  drops into a crouch so fast it’s almost a dodge roll, scrambling to

  gather the fallen apples and very pointedly keeping her face turned

  away from him. “W–we’re in a war zone,” she blurts. “We

  don’t have time for… for that kind of thing.”

  Marcus laughs, low and

  warm, and before she can snatch it up he plucks one of the apples

  from the dirt. He kneels, holding it out to her between them. His

  grin softens, losing its edge. “Fair enough,” he says gently. “We

  can always try again. If you’d like.”

  Lucille swallows hard. She

  takes the apple from his hand without looking at him. “We should

  get back,” she says quickly. “Cain’s probably starting to

  worry.”

  Marcus doesn’t push. He

  just nods, easy as ever, and rises to his feet. He gathers the bundle

  of sticks and swings it over his shoulder. “Yeah,” he says.

  “Let’s go.”

  They turn toward camp

  together, the night closing around them, quiet, tense, and carrying

  more weight than either of them is ready to name.

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