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episode 15: Rude Awakening to Reality

  The vision burns out the way a fever breaks — too fast, leaving everything cold and exposed. For a few seconds he can’t tell if his eyes are open or if he’s still inside one of those looping dreams, because the room is the same room, the bed is the same bed, and his body still feels like something that belongs to a patient who isn’t expected to get up again.

  But the air smells wrong for a dream.

  Rot. Wet insulation. Old copper.

  He pushes himself upright and it takes everything he has not to black out. His arms tremble like they’ve been carrying weight for months. His legs don’t want to hold him. He stands anyway, because staying in that bed feels like dying twice.

  The window is already open.

  The crow lands on the frame like it has done this a hundred times before. Same tilt of the head. Same black eye watching him with that unsettling patience. This time he moves before it can leave. His hand closes around it — not hard, just enough — and instead of fighting it goes limp, heart racing against his palm.

  His stomach folds in on itself.

  He doesn’t think. He twists.

  The sound is small. The relief isn’t.

  He eats fast, crouched under the window while something shuffles past the door outside. It isn’t the slow, dragging movement from his dreams. These things move with purpose. Quick. Coordinated. The footsteps pass and don’t come back.

  When he finally dares to look at himself, the mirror tells a story he doesn’t want.

  His face is thinner but wrong in ways he can’t name at first. The line of his jaw that belongs to his father. The shape of his mouth that used to be hers. He turns his head and the light catches his eyes and for a moment he sees three people looking back.

  On the floor behind him there’s a clump of hair he recognizes before he lets himself think about it. Bone fragments. Clean.

  He understands in the same way you understand a fall while you’re still in the air.

  The file room is two corridors down. He remembers that much — not from the dreams, from something older. He runs when the sounds get too close and barely makes it into the medical office before the hall fills with movement.

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  His name is still on the cabinet.

  The report is clinical in the way only people who are trying not to panic can manage. Head trauma. Massive blood loss. Unknown antigen present in bloodstream prior to intake. Immune response atypical. Observation recommended.

  Then the updates stop.

  He presses his fingers against the back of his neck and feels the ridged seam under the skin where something is still knitting itself together. It doesn’t hurt. That’s worse.

  A shadow moves across the frosted glass.

  Tall. Wrong proportions.

  He doesn’t wait to confirm it. He drops, rolls, and the strike that would have taken his head off whistles through the air where he was standing.

  The smell hits him next — dense and sweet and layered with something chemical that makes his thoughts slow. Pheromones. Not the soft waves from the hive he remembers. This is concentrated. Intentional.

  He bolts.

  The vent cover comes loose with one kick and he drags himself inside, ribs scraping metal, breath tearing his throat apart. Behind him something claws at the opening and stops. Too large.

  He doesn’t slow down until the sound of pursuit fades and his muscles start to lock.

  That’s when he realizes he’s crying.

  Not quietly. Not the controlled kind. It comes out of him in these raw, shaking bursts that echo through the ductwork. Everything he thought he had survived collapses into the simple fact that none of it happened the way he lived it. The people who taught him how to exist here are names with no bodies. The system that gave him a place was a fever dream. The only constant in every version was him — and the damage he carried with him.

  The smell changes.

  Not hers. Something closer. Sweaty. Focused.

  He freezes.

  Ahead of him, where the duct turns vertical, a face lifts into view. Not a human face. Too still. Eyes that don’t blink while they study him. The thing doesn’t rush. It watches. Catalogues. He can feel the intelligence in it the same way you feel a knife before you see it.

  He moves first.

  Crawling becomes scrambling, becomes a blind sprint through the dark metal maze. The thing follows without hurry, because it doesn’t need to hurry. It knows the layout. He doesn’t.

  Light appears ahead — a storage room grate — and he slams into it hard enough to bruise, kicks it loose, drops, shoves a rack over, piles boxes in front of it with hands that barely work.

  For a moment there is silence.

  Then the door to the room opens.

  Not forced. Unlocked.

  The rack he pushed against the vent means nothing when the handle turns and the same patient, unblinking face steps inside like it has all the time in the world.

  He presses himself into the shadow between two shelves and tries not to breathe.

  For the first time since he woke up, he understands that whatever watched him in the dreams is still watching now — not as a figure at the edge of the bed, but through systems that expected him to exist, through organisms that recognize what he is on sight, through the simple, unavoidable fact that he survived when everything else didn’t.

  And that survival is the loudest signal in the building.

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