The view outside was hardly eventful. A low, cold mist had rolled through East Marrow Street, spreading itself like a gray carpet, softening the edges of the world. The few figures that passed along it were reduced to silhouettes—faces smudged, shoulders hunched—moving between one sorrow and the next.
The sharp, hot aroma of tobacco filled my lungs as I drew from my pipe, another luxury I had again permitted myself. It steadied the hand and lent the face a look of contemplation. It mattered little whether that thoughtfulness was genuine—appearances, too, serve their function.
Behind me came the clatter of mugs, the muted rhythm of a tavern in decline. Linda’s voice—soft, measured, tired—murmured something kind to the only remaining patron. He had eaten his broth, swallowed his third mug of ale, and was already nodding into his collar, content in that simple fullness that now passed for grace.
I paid him no mind. My attention was fixed on the window, the shifting fog, the shape of the street beyond.
Correspondence should arrive shortly.
Aleks had brought me whispers from the West River Quarter—sour words carried in the cold. Reports of losses among the dockworkers, whole industries shuttered for want of coin or resources. A slow strangulation rather than a strike. Good lad, Aleks. His father should be proud—if the man still lives to feel pride.
Alma, poor girl, had been taken in by the garrison. They set her to carrying water in exchange for shelter. In her own words, they had grown “awfully tense.” A usual state for men poised to march toward uncertainty, but the way she said it stayed with me—more fear than fatigue. An important note, and one I would have to bring to Dreml.
A clap on the cheek, a smile shaped by grandfatherly affection, and a coin for their troubles—such was the secret alchemy. With that, one could summon an army of little feet: quicker than any stagehand, keener-eyed than any clerk. They scattered through the streets like sparks, gathering fragments of truth and rumor alike. It pleased me to see them thus employed—to think I had turned their idleness, their sorrow, into a kind of purpose. From melancholy to industry: a small redemption in bleak times.
The tavern bell jangled as the potbellied guest lurched out into the mist. A moment later, a hand—warm, steady—came to rest on my shoulder.
“He had little to tell,” Linda murmured. “Either too tipsy to share or too empty of thought to bother.”
I nodded, exhaling a soft plume of smoke. “What wants could he share while in here? A full belly and cheap ale—one can hardly fault a man for stopping there.”
I turned to face her. She smiled, faint and weary, that small curve of the mouth that belonged to progress and irritation in equal measure.
“I suppose,” she said, “some men are only interested in the pleasures right in front of them.”
“Your silver tongue never fails to impress, my lady. You should have tried it on your guest!” I said, smirking as I let another fragrant plume drift from the corner of my mouth.
Linda’s smile dimmed. Something colder passed behind her eyes, and the humor between us faltered.
“I only hope your writings lead to something of substance,” she said quietly, her gaze slipping toward the fog outside. “There’s little hope left to grasp, Adalbert.”
I let the silence breathe a moment, the soft tick of the hearth and the creak of timbers filling it. Then I nodded.
“Dreml has promised action,” I said at last. “He simply needs the right thing to point to.” I tapped the cover of my notebook—it felt reassuringly weighty, a solid thing amid so much ruin. “This will be his compass. It will guide him to right the wrongs.”
I turned toward the window just as movement caught my eye—two shapes cutting through the fog, purposeful and fast. One broad, the other long-limbed, their cloaks drawn tight against the wet.
There they were.
“Duty calls, madam,” I said, rising into the chill that waited beyond the firelight. I gave her one last glance, an earnest smile to steady the lie I half-believed.
“This will lead to action, I promise.”
The tavern bell rang as I stepped out, its thin note swallowed quickly by the fog.
Henrik and Jonas were nearly upon me, their figures resolving out of the gray as if conjured. They removed their hats in greeting; I did the same. What, after all, was etiquette worth if it couldn’t survive a month of darkness?
“Van Aarden,” Jonas said, voice low, before settling his hat again over his damp hair.
“It’s worse than we thought,” he continued. “The tendrils of the closing reach far. Scouts still report from East and West—what they bring is the same everywhere: fear, and the sound of things coming apart.”
Henrik nodded in solemn agreement—a far cry from the laughter that had filled my loft three nights past. “I convened with my colleagues in the Pamphlet Guild,” he said. “And it isn’t what they told me that should give us pause—it’s who wasn’t there. Three of our finest editors gone to the Storm. Dead, dying, or starving—no one can say. What remains of the Guild now prints only within Hasholm’s walls.”
He drew a long breath, removed his hat once more, and held it against his chest as though the gesture itself might summon their memory. “And that,” he added, voice low, “is the greater worry still. Two editors unaccounted for. They wrote for the sharper circles—the ones unafraid to prick the Council’s hide. The Storm hasn’t grown so selective as to devour only the dissenting, not here, not under the capital’s nose.”
Jonas grunted, his tone rougher, angrier. “News stranded, voices silenced—and all of it under the Council’s watch. It will not do.”
I wrote with furious intent as they spoke, the words spilling over one another—names, rumors, fragments of outrage, all of it tumbling into my lap like coals too hot to hold. Words ran faster than thought. The city’s discontent was a living thing, and I meant to trap its shape upon the page.
But a voice was missing.
“What of Henkel?” I asked, looking up. “He was to speak with the outer political wing, gather the dissenting views. Has he sent word?”
A silence first—then the uneasy shifting of eyes. Jonas exhaled hard through his nose. “He was detained, Van Aarden. Spoke to people he shouldn’t, in a voice too loud. And of course he argued with his captors, damn him.” His words dwindled into a mutter.
Henrik only shook his head. No denial, no comfort.
Of course. The pattern fit too neatly. Outspoken editors vanishing, critics silenced or confined—Henkel’s turn had simply come due.
“This must be shared,” I said, hearing the conviction in my own voice as though it belonged to someone else. “The narrative has come together—tragedies, oversights, the unraveling laid bare in every corner of society. Dreml cannot ignore this.”
Jonas’s brow arched, the gesture sharp enough to cut through my certainty. “Dreml is the Council, Van Aarden. You do see that, don’t you? What keeps him from whisking you away with the rest?”
“He shares not their failing vision,” I answered, perhaps too quickly. “He’s assured me of that. This tome will bring change, Jonas—I swear it.”
I reached for his shoulder, trying to lend my conviction the weight my words lacked. “There’s little time. If this madness is to be steered toward sanity, our writings must be shared at once. Then Henkel may yet continue his discourse in peace.”
And so I went, the ledger of grief held like a small banner in my hand, a manifest of sorrow I flung once toward my friends as promise and oath. “Their names shall not be for naught!” I cried, and the words sounded both proclamation and plea in the close air of the lane.
I waved the book once more—an awkward salute—and let my coat fall round me like a poorman’s cloak against pity and weather. My stride quickened, brisk and businesslike, taking me northward toward the island bastion where stone keeps watch over stone. A quarter hour’s march, no more; time enough to rehearse arguments, to sharpen phrases into weapons, to fashion a plan that might be called action.
“See that he knows our grief!” Jonas bellowed after me, voice thin with want.
“Bring Henkel home!” Henrik called, the plea braided into his command.
I answered with another lift of the hand, a motion that strove for meaning but landed somewhere between benediction and apology. I could not say which it was. I only knew I did not wish, above all, to disappoint them.
I passed from the warmth of their worry into something far crueler—the hush of a city dying quietly beneath its own breath. The fog rolled low, smothering the last embers of life wherever it drifted. Street-side chatter—gone. The market’s clamour—silenced long ago. No creak of wagon wheels, no neigh of beasts, no hawker’s cry. Only the ghost-sound of empty avenues, of shutters breathing in the wind.
Now and then: a soldier’s measured tread, a single traveller cutting through the haze. But even those steps seemed borrowed, as though the living merely haunted what the dead had abandoned. I walked within it, a flicker of life in a street long since extinguished.
Then—a sound. A footfall behind me, quick and uneven. Bare, soft against the stones. A child’s pace. The rhythm short, earnest.
A boy—or a girl—running to catch me before I vanished into the fog.
I turned—and there he was.
Elias. The brave little fool. Lost his mother years ago, his father but recently, and yet he wore courage like a second skin, thin and bright as candle flame. He had taken to my cause for nothing more than a coin for his belly and a story to lift the heart that grief had not yet hardened.
His eyes met mine—wide, alight, untouched still by the weariness that governs grown men. How I envied that spark, and pitied it, too. He had lost far more than I, yet still found cause to run.
“Mister Adalbert!” he called, voice clear against the hush, arm thrust upward as if I might miss him in that empty street. As though anything could shine brighter in the fog than the boy himself.
I halted, stooped a little to meet him, the ledger tucked beneath my arm.
“What is it, my boy?” I asked, pitching my voice to that stagey warmth they adored. “Have you news for me—some tale to pierce our gloom?”
The young ones liked a little theatre. It made the grimness of service feel like purpose, and purpose, however feigned, was a mercy.
He panted, each breath sharp and even, a drumbeat pressed too near the heart—then let it spill, all at once, his small chest heaving with the weight of a messenger far older than his years.
“The merchants, sir… they’ve nothing to sell. No wheat, no salt, no meat. They give me nothing—and double their prices all the same. I think they’ll break soon.”
The words struck heavier than they should have. Grim tidings delivered in a child’s voice always fall twice.
A city about to starve.
First, the hungry are turned away. Then the rest follow.
I took his hand. It was cold—far too cold for one so young.
“I thank thee, lad. Hold fast, hold strong. The world bends before those who endure it.”
I slipped a few coins from my pocket—weighty things now, fat with sudden worth. It would be sin itself not to share.
“Pay for your meal,” I said, closing his fingers around the metal, “and for another’s as well. Find a friend, or a stranger. Feed them both. That is what your father would have done—and what I bid you do in his stead.”
He nodded, the movement small and sure, a gesture carved from granite. Elias never faltered. He would find three, perhaps more, and divide his treasure with the precision of a saint.
“Thank you, Adalbert. God be with thee,” he murmured, voice small and full of faith no man had managed to break yet.
Then the fog reclaimed him—one faint figure swallowed by the gray, three coins shining briefly in his hand before the mist devoured even that.
And I knew, as surely as I knew my own guilt, that he would give them all away before sundown.
The rest of the walk to the fortress passed quickly by comparison. Nothing moves slower than guilt.
As I crossed our broad streets and narrow runs, I remembered what used to live there: beggars at their corners, drunkards with their leaning songs, women of the night and the other solitary trades that stitch a city together after dark.
There were none.
The Touched had already turned—and been killed.
The drunkards had no taverns left, no course to stagger.
The whores—if God permits the word—had retreated to their closets, waiting for a gentler season.
Nothing persisted.
Not light, not dark, not even the honest gray.
A city dying—that was all that remained.
The thought stayed with me as I crossed the Fortress Bridge, the span that cleaves North Isle from South. Fog swirled low over the water; the bastion rose ahead in layered stone, watchful and mute.
I entered Hasholm’s stronghold, ledger under my arm, ready to serve it its own story.
My pace slowed as I entered the courtyard of the stronghold, where the glint of armor and burnished steel caught what little light the fog allowed.
Men clustered around fires, palms extended to the heat, murmuring through cracked lips. Others sat sharpening blades or dragging powder kegs across the stones. Muskets leaned in rows like mute spectators. A dozen small labors in concert—the quiet machinery of war rousing itself from stillness.
More readiness here than I had seen in weeks. Enemies stirring? A sortie planned to reclaim the villages swallowed by mist? Whatever the cause, Hasholm—for the first time since the bells fell silent—seemed ready for something.
Two guards stood at the stair to the Commander’s quarters. Their cuirasses gleamed dull in the gray light. They eyed me, then opened the door without question, gauntleted hands resting lightly on halberds.
I was expected. Good.
It meant the story had reached its next page.
Even within Dreml’s halls, there was motion—an uneasy, constant hum, a beehive prodded to action. Messengers hurried past with rolled documents, officers in half-armor brushed shoulders with clerks in fine coats, and the air smelled of oil, sweat, and damp paper. It felt like the whole building had woken from a long sleep, every cog in the machine suddenly turning.
I reached the Commander’s quarters and stepped inside before thinking better of it. At once, I regretted it.
Dreml stood surrounded by officers and functionaries, a court in full motion, men whose ranks and titles I could only half place. A captain in polished armor—fit more for a ball than battle—was in the middle of some spirited report when my presence caught Dreml’s eye.
For an instant, I saw it: a flash of irritation, a spark behind his calm. A dim ember behind his piercing eyes. Then, he recognized me, and the fire dimmed.
I bowed, the motion clumsy with the weight of the tome in my hands.
When I lifted it toward him, his expression changed again.
A smile—controlled, deliberate—found its way back to his face.
“Council adjourned. Continue your preparations and duties. This gentleman and I will confer.”
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Dreml’s voice cut through the chamber—calm, assured, carrying the weight of command without effort. He gestured toward me with a sweep of the arm, casual as a man shooing smoke from a candle.
The gathered men bowed or saluted in their various fashions before dispersing, boots and buckles clattering against the marble. Not one left without first stealing a look in my direction—some curious, most disdainful.
Understandable, I suppose. To those who did not know me, why should I warrant interruption of any meeting, least of all one of such import?
And to those who did know me—perhaps that question struck twice as deep.
As the last of the officers departed, I advanced, bowed again for ceremony’s sake, and gathered what courage remained.
“Commander Dreml.” My voice almost betrayed me. Here, in this moment, everything I had built—the weeks of toil, of interviews and graves, of sleepless cataloguing—stood to be weighed and judged. I had once thought my life’s work would be a play, a satire, something bright enough to outlast me. Yet here I stood, author of a ledger of mourning.
“I bear witness,” I began, “to the truth of this city and beyond. I bring reports, testimonies, sightings. I have spoken with the low, the high, the outcast—and the dead.”
Dreml’s expression shifted—curiosity shading into something like calculation. He said nothing. He listened.
“The dead and lost are many, Commander. They reach farther than we have dared to see. Not merely the deckhands and caravaneers—villagers, wives, husbands. Whole parishes gone to silence.”
I opened the tome. Its pages spoke louder than I could—some written in clean, even script, others scratched in haste, in rain or fear, wherever pen and will allowed.
“Soldiers and officials alike report the same. The lines are dead. The farms are empty. The subsidies—cut or abandoned. There is no movement, no unity, no guiding hand left to steer us through the fog.”
I extended the tome toward him. My fingers hesitated a moment before release, as though it were my own pulse I handed over.
Dreml took it without a word, stepped nearer the fire. The flame cast his figure in sharp relief—half gold, half shadow—as he opened the pages and read. His eyes flicked across the lines, quick, consuming.
“Officers with no orders. Storms unending. Food and sustenance failing. The dead still counted, the fires still spreading. Men and women transfixed by fear, with nowhere to go, nothing to guide them.”
His tone carried no disbelief. I suspected he knew the silhouette of the world before I revealed its shape. He turned a page, then another, the parchment whispering like breath drawn before a verdict.
“You have it,” he said at last, voice low.
“Here lies the proof. The knife, the trail, the record of negligence.”
“Yes,” I answered, feeling my spine lift, my breath ease. “It’s all there. Every absence. Every silence. The map of a world undone—no enemies, yet the world has gone still. By the failure to reach, to aid, to act.”
“Indeed.”
He closed the tome slowly, the sound of the binding cracking beneath his grip. Then his gaze met mine, steady, intent. The quiet firelight caught the glint in his eyes.
“It is time to act,” he said. “We have seen this sickness long enough. This,”—he tapped the tome—“will seal the coffin.”
“You will come.”
“Me?” The brief weightlessness of relief collapsed within me, replaced by the chill of uncertainty.
“You hold the proof. You have given it to me in ink—but it lives in you, in voice, in witness. This must be shown to the Council.”
He closed the tome with a single, decisive clap that echoed against the chamber’s stone. Before I could form protest, his hand found my arm, firm and insistent, drawing me toward the door.
“We are at the dawn of a new day, Van Aarden,” he said, and his tone made it sound less like promise than command.
The carriage ride had been swift and harsh. Cobblestone and dirt paths had shaken me to my core as we landed before the Grenzland Council, clutching my heavy, leatherbound memorial.
"I will speak first. You will speak when given the charge. Follow my lead, and we will see change be wrought."
Dreml was readying his attire as he spoke, curiassed and armed, befitting his befal and rank.
"Are they ready to hear this?" I answered. "I would not let this work fall to deaf ears."
"They will listen. I will make sure of this."
He opened the carriage door and left. I assumed I were to follow. Armed soldiers and Men at Arms swarmed, riders armed with polished sabers and guns aplenty, trotted along, scouting for dangers. In a world where devils can suddenly decide to roam, it seemed an appropriate course of action.
Dreml strode ahead with that purposeful haste peculiar to men accustomed to command—swift, but never hurried. He passed the great oak doors of the parliamentary chamber without so much as a glance. He knew, as I did, that true authority never sat beneath the painted ceilings of debate. It lived in the quieter corridors—behind the side doors, where whispers moved faster than decrees.
A turn down a narrow passage, another up a carpeted stair, and we came to it—the Grand Council.
The room was smaller than I expected. Not grand at all. A compartment of power rather than its temple—one long table, high-backed chairs, the air thick with perfume, smoke, and the exhaustion of wealth.
There they were—the masters of our world. The ones whose signatures steered fates. Faces I knew from portraits and proclamations, and others I knew too well from leaner days.
Brenda sat among them, pale beneath her powder, surprise flashing across her features before she cloaked it again in composure.
“Good Council,” Dreml began, his tone cutting through their murmurs like a blade through gauze. “I bring reports that should shock and astound you.”
He gestured toward me, one hand sweeping wide.
“This man—Adalbert Van Aarden—has been under my charge. I set him to lay the world plain. And by God, he has.”
“Tell them, Van Aarden.”
Dreml’s voice carried across the chamber, smooth, confident. A faint smile had formed on his lips. “Tell them of the dead.”
I opened the tome, though the words needed no ink to summon them. They lived already in my throat.
“Innocents die every day,” I began. “Most are never recorded. They suffocate in the fog that has become our new world—where no travel is safe, no harbor certain.”
Eyes turned toward me—Brenda’s among them, hard and questioning—but I saw, even as I spoke, how often their gazes strayed toward Dreml.
“The Blemmyes have spoken,” I continued, voice growing. “They warned of change, of danger. Yet nothing—nothing—has been done. We have watched while the world unravels before us.”
Dreml’s smile deepened. His fingers drummed once upon the table’s edge, then stilled.
“And nothing has been done!” he thundered, his hand slamming down with the sound of judgment. A glass toppled; ink spilled, running black like blood across parchment. “I have pleaded for action—troops, scouts, order!—and still, you have denied me, again and again!”
He turned, and his gaze fell on me once more.
“Tell them, Van Aarden, of the stranded armies.”
The sudden weight of his tone caught me off guard. I hesitated, searching for the words.
“Our forces still stand,” I said, “but scattered. Cut off by storm and silence. Supplies gone. Orders absent. We no longer know what they face—or if they still face it.”
“A gross inaction,” he pressed, his stare narrowing, “would you not say, Van Aarden?”
The question struck like a blade held gently at the ribs. I found only one answer.
“Yes.”
“And there you have it!” He straightened, triumphant, his voice swelling to fill the small, heavy room. He moved around the table, resting a gloved hand on the shoulders of those seated. One by one, they shrank beneath his touch.
“Inaction. Failure to heed. A paralysis that will drag us all to the grave. I have warned you—have I not?—that silence would damn us all!”
Brenda’s eyes met mine again, searching—perhaps for remorse, perhaps for recognition. I could not tell. I only knew I had become the proof he needed.
“And your inaction—has it already been forgotten?” Brenda’s voice cut through the chamber, sharp and sour as vinegar. Her gaze locked on Dreml, cold and unwavering. “Were you not the first to mock the Blemmyes’ warnings? To call their speech a circus trick—beasts pretending at reason?”
Dreml’s head snapped toward her with such force I thought he might wrench his own neck. The genial mask fell away; fury rose in its place.
“You dare deflect blame, Madam Councilor? While the provinces starve? While this city rots on its own refuse?” His voice thundered, rolling through the chamber like cannonfire. “Our people cry out for bread while you hide here, gilded and fattened on inaction!”
Then he turned, eyes blazing toward me.
“Tell them!” he barked. “Tell them of the children!”
The command struck like a blow. My mouth opened, but no sound came. The tome felt suddenly alien in my hands—its pages no longer my work but his script. The theatre had taken me whole.
I faltered, and in that moment, Dreml’s gauntlet reached out. He wrenched the book from me, tearing it open with swift, deliberate violence.
“Countless orphans of the lost and dead!” he roared, voice swelling with borrowed conviction. “Littering our streets—stealing, festering, dragging down the spirit of our city, of my soldiers!”
He turned the pages, his words coming faster now, devouring my sentences before I could claim them.
“Merchants with no wares!” His fist struck the paper for emphasis. “How are we to field an army—let alone feed a people—when our lifeblood is strangled by neglect?”
Every line I had written became a weapon in his mouth. My grief had become his artillery.
“Dreml! This farce has gone on long enough. What is your goal?”
Brenda rose now, no longer seated like a lesser partner. “You are part of this Council. Do you pretend yourself free of blame?”
“I am a sidelined muscle,” Dreml answered at once, “kept ready for a war you have denied me, and a duty you refuse to uphold. But for your votes and your dithering, this would have been ended long ago.”
He stepped backward as he spoke, his gauntlet rapping once against the chamber door—hard, deliberate. The sound jolted through the room.
The doors opened. Musketeers filed in, a double line of steel and powder. Muskets loaded. Swords and clubs at their hips. Their arrival said what Dreml did not.
“This storm is a force,” he went on, voice level, “and it must be met as such. You have met it with nothing.”
His gaze swept the table.
“Now our ragged poor crack and turn. They slip into madness, into monstrosity. And still you sit here, in silence, as though the filth beyond these walls were not your concern.”
“What madness is this?!” another voice rang out, raw and breaking with outrage.
A man rose from the far end of the table—a heavy-set figure in a dark coat. I knew him only by title, if at all. The head of the Woodsmen and Lumber Guild, perhaps.
“You threaten us? You think you can rule without our counsel?” He took a step forward, fist half-raised—
The shot came before the stride could land.
A crack like a door slamming shut on the world.
The ball struck him square in the chest. He jerked once, then folded. Blood spread through the fabric in a widening bloom, thick and immediate. The powder stung the air; its smell drowned the room.
For a heartbeat, there was nothing—then chaos.
Chairs scraped back, men stumbled, shouted, begged. Their finery turned to rags in the panic. The soldiers did not move; their guns stayed leveled.
I felt the room spin, the sound flattening into a dull, relentless ringing. This was not the change I had imagined. Not the reckoning I had promised myself.
“Adalbert!” Dreml’s voice cut through it all.
“Tell them of the barons ready to rebel at a moment’s notice! The murmurs among the workers, ready to strike!”
I said nothing. My voice had gone as surely as the life from the man on the floor. My body stood where it was told to stand, but the rest of me—mind, heart, will—had already left the chamber.
Dreml saw the emptiness in me and sneered. He turned from me to the Council, his voice rising once again.
“You have coddled sedition,” he declared, “starved our armies, and turned a blind eye to corruption and the rot of the Others! You have let rebellion fester—and I will let it fester no more.”
The soldiers spread like a tide through the chamber, boots grinding against the marble, their muskets glinting in the half-light. More poured in from the corridors beyond. They seized whomever they could reach. Some went quietly—stunned into silence—others kicked and cried until the butts of rifles drove the air from their chests.
I stood where I had been left. Hollow. Tome gone from my hands, voice gone from my throat.
Brenda’s eyes found mine across the ruin. There was a fire in them still—the same flame I had once mistaken for Dreml’s passion. Now I saw the difference. Hers burned in defiance; his had only ever been hunger.
One by one the councilors were dragged away. The carpet had turned dark beneath the chairs, a slow unfurling stain that crept toward the walls.
Dreml came to me through the haze. The smoke and iron stung my nose; the floor swayed beneath my feet.
“You have delivered a resounding judgment today,” he said, calm again, as if nothing had broken. “I would have preferred you to speak the words yourself, but the writing sufficed.”
His gloved hand rested on my shoulder. It felt cold through the cloth.
“Now real change will come. You have my word.”
I managed to face him, though the air seemed thick enough to wade through. “What happens now? What will become of them?”
“They will be charged with their crimes of negligence,” he replied. “We will see what that entails.”
“And the Blemmyes?” I pressed. “The others in chains—those who spoke when silence was safer?”
“They will be reviewed. Dissenters deemed harmless will be released. The rest…” he shrugged. “I cannot speak for them.”
He still held the tome—my tome—tight under his arm, his fingers tightening on the leather. “This will serve us well, Van Aarden. You have handed us the truth on a platter.”
A tremor took me then; I could feel the shaking climb from my legs to my chest. “And what am I to do now?”
Dreml looked me over, slow and clinical, like a man judging a piece of furniture for cracks. “Your work is done,” he said at last. “I will keep this; it will be needed for the trials to come.”
He moved toward the door, then paused. “Your… unrelated writings will be returned. Along with a pension, in gratitude for your cooperation.”
He smiled—a small, tidy smile that never reached his eyes. “You have done great deeds today. A coach will see you home. You seem too shaken to walk.”
I did not remember the coach.
Nor the sound of hooves, nor the voices that must have carried me from that place.
I remember only the weight of absence—the leather of my book, still imprinted in my palms though it was gone, taken from me in a struggle I never knew I’d entered.
A battle fought not with blades, but with faith and folly.
A battle I had started myself.
I had written with belief—that ink and truth could turn a world askew. That by naming the wrongs, I might right them. That words could raise the fallen and soften the hard-hearted.
Now those same words were marching men to death.
I thought of the young voices that had come to me for guidance, for coin, for something to believe in.
Of the empty beds, the cold hearths, the letters that would go unanswered.
Of a land fractured and fading, bound together only by fear and silence.
And of my friends—Jonas, Henrik, Henkel—whom I had drawn into this. I had promised them something brighter, something just.
We would bear witness, I told them.
We would build a new beginning.
But beginnings, it seems, are never pure.
Alas.
I entered my home.
The air still held the ghost of that night—the smoke, the sweet fat of pork long gone cold. For a moment it was almost as though the laughter still lingered, echoing faintly against the rafters. A happy evening, not so far behind me, when I had dared to believe things might yet mend.
I turned toward the window. Through it, once, a giant had laid bare his story, trusting me to carry it forward. Wigburg. The Blemmye. I had left him in silence and in chains. Another name added to my long ledger of abandonments.
The mirror stood across the room, its glass dim with dust and smoke. I faced it and found a stranger looking back. A hollow man dressed in borrowed dignity—features slack, eyes rimmed with ash. A parody of intellect and purpose.
A recorder of others. A shadow that had mistaken observation for virtue.
The tears came without sound, sliding down to soak my collar. There was no sob, no collapse. Only the slow venting of what remained—steam from a vessel long emptied of heat.
To that, I was reduced.
I sat. Carefully—slowly—before my desk. The tools of my trade lay waiting: pens worn thin, papers half-written or half-abandoned, each page a small betrayal of its own.
Among them, the letter opener.
A trinket from some nameless benefactor, polished and sharp enough to shame a knife.
I took it in hand. Held it with the dull curiosity of a craftsman testing the weight of his tool. The steel was cold at first, smooth as thoughtless marble.
I turned it between my fingers, studied the reflection of the candlelight crawling along its edge.
My free hand drifted to my ribs. I searched for the place where a heart should be—or whatever hollow thing had replaced it.
The metal no longer felt cold. It warmed in my grip, grew heavier, as if drawing breath of its own.
Adalbert.
A voice, soft and distant—one drawn from another time—threaded through the stillness.
The Hasholm Chronicler would not sully his own name in such a manner.
It was a tone I had known before. A time when despair had been met, not with silence, but with a hand.
Linda.
I could see her now—the steady gaze, the composed mouth that hid her grief better than I ever hid mine. Her voice filled the room as though the air itself remembered her.
More faces gathered at the edges of my vision. Some clear, others only shadows that memory struggled to shape: sailors with calloused hands, traders long vanished, the orphans who had carried my words through the fog. The Blemmyes, silent now, but never voiceless in my mind.
The city came back to me as they did—the docks, the bridges, the murmuring streets that still belonged to someone, somewhere.
A warmth rose within me, faint but certain. My chest burned, and the tears that fell found meaning again.
I sobbed. The hollow broke open. A torrent of despair and sorrow, my soul aching and spent from so many lives lost, so much suffering endured.
I had tried to save them through better men, believing faith and reason held power enough to lift the world.
But I was wrong.
And I was wronged.
And they—my fellows, my people—were left bare for it.
After a long while of tears—when salt had run dry and grief had turned to a quiet ache—I reached for another page.
A clean one. Unsullied by edits or stains, blank as the first morning after creation.
I did not yet know what I meant to write. Only that something must be written. That silence, left to fester, would finish what despair had begun.
Titles are the first rites of mourning. We give them to things that have already passed, to fix them in memory before the earth takes them whole.
And perhaps that was fitting. The world, as I had known it, was already dying. And I—what was left of me—lived only by habit and spirit.
So I took up my pen, trembling but obedient, and I wrote the only words that seemed true enough to stand above all the rest.
“The New World.”

