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Chapter 6 — Learning How to Choose

  The sword was too heavy.

  Kanao’s hands trembled as she lifted it, fingers numb around the hilt. The wooden practice blade dipped forward, dragging her arms down with it. She didn’t complain. She didn’t look up.

  She simply adjusted her grip and tried again.

  Kanae watched from the edge of the training yard, arms folded loosely, a gentle smile on her face. “You don’t have to force it,” she said. “Let the weight settle first.”

  Kanao didn’t respond.

  She raised the sword again. Her stance was wrong. Her balance worse. Shinobu noticed immediately.

  “You’re leading with your shoulders,” Shinobu said sharply. “That will get you killed.”

  Kanao corrected herself at once, movements stiff but precise. The blade steadied — only slightly.

  Kanae glanced at Shinobu, then back to Kanao. “It’s alright to make mistakes,” she said softly. “This isn’t a test.”

  Kanao’s eyes flickered.

  “…Then why am I here?” she asked quietly.

  The question hung in the air.

  Kanae’s smile faltered for just a moment before she knelt, bringing herself level with the girl. “Because you were brought here,” she answered honestly. “And because we want you to have a choice.”

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  Kanao looked down at the sword in her hands.

  “A choice,” she repeated, as if tasting an unfamiliar word.

  Shinobu turned away, pretending to busy herself with arranging practice targets. Kanae saw the tension in her shoulders — the way she avoided looking too closely, as if attachment were a blade turned inward.

  “Today,” Kanae continued gently, “you can choose to train. Or you can choose to rest. Or you can choose to do nothing at all.”

  Kanao’s grip tightened.

  She lifted the sword again.

  “I choose this,” she said.

  Kanae’s eyes softened.

  They trained in silence after that.

  Kanao learned slowly — foot placement, breathing, posture. Each correction was absorbed instantly, without question. Shinobu demonstrated movements with crisp efficiency, while Kanae corrected with patience, never raising her voice.

  Between instructions, Kanae found herself watching Kanao’s face.

  So still.

  So careful.

  Tsukiko used to frown when she concentrated, Kanae thought suddenly. Like this.

  The memory struck unexpectedly, sharp and uninvited.

  She turned away before Shinobu could notice.

  Later, as the sun dipped low and the training ended, Kanao sat obediently at the edge of the yard, sword laid neatly at her side.

  “You did well,” Kanae said, offering her a cup of water.

  Kanao accepted it with both hands. “Thank you.”

  Shinobu watched from the veranda.

  “She listens too easily,” Shinobu said later that night, voice quiet but tense. “She doesn’t argue. She doesn’t resist. That’s dangerous.”

  Kanae nodded. “I know.”

  “Then why encourage her to fight?”

  Kanae looked out toward the wisteria garden, petals drifting gently in the evening breeze.

  “Because if she’s going to face danger anyway,” she said, “I want her to do it knowing she chose to.”

  Shinobu said nothing.

  That night, Kanao lay awake beneath unfamiliar ceilings, listening to the sounds of the mansion settling around her. The air smelled of flowers and medicine.

  It was peaceful.

  And that frightened her more than the sword ever had.

  Far away, in a place without sky or ground, another girl knelt in perfect stillness, learning to breathe without desire.

  Two children.

  Two paths.

  Both shaped by the same loss.

  if the path is dangerous, and start showing how dangerous it truly is.

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