Shawn sat in his kitchen, the Bible open on the table.
He stared at the blank pages, meditating on everything that had happened today.
'God really… or a very powerful entity similar to Him… chose me as His messenger,' Shawn thought, feeling the weight of that reality crush him.
'And the worst part… if I don't accept this job, I’ll most likely go to Hell when I die.'
That idea scared him quite a bit.
Exhausted, Shawn stood up and went back to his room.
On his bed, he saw the Bible, but this time it was closed.
Shawn let out a sigh before throwing himself onto the bed.
'The day has barely started,' he thought, staring at the ceiling. 'But I don't want to do anything anymore.'
He closed his eyes and began to sleep.
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Hours later, Shawn woke up.
He looked out the window and noticed it was already dark.
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Crap!
He shouted, jumping up.
He had to turn in something for work before nightfall.
But then, an idea crossed his mind.
'Do I really have to keep working?' Shawn thought, looking at his phone.
He had several missed calls and messages from his boss.
'What if I take God’s job and quit my current one?'
Shawn looked at the book on the bed.
He took a deep breath.
Between having a normal life and one where he can perform miracles…
Wasn't the answer obvious?
"I accept the job," Shawn said grudgingly.
The book flipped open on its own.
Fwip!
And a very long text began to appear.
Shawn thought it was a verse, so he began to read.
But the more he read, the more confused he became.
And when he read the final part, he regretted it.
["Oh God, who looks upon the heart of man and knows his faults even when he denies them, hear now this word spoken without deceit.
I accept the path offered to me, not as a prize, but as correction; not as an honor, but as a lesson.
If I have wounded with my voice, let my voice be used to announce.
If I have despised what I did not understand, allow me to walk from that which I rejected.
I renounce the right to present myself as I was, and I cede my form, my name, and my appearance to Your design and Your will.
Make of me the vessel You deem necessary, even if it does not resemble what I was, even if it does not reflect what I desire.
I consent to being sent to the world You dispose, for the time You determine, under the conditions You deem just.
And if to fulfill Your word I must bear a face I do not recognize, I shall accept that reflection as part of my redemption."]
Shawn froze.
'Wait,' he thought, feeling panic begin to take hold of him.
'I cede my form, my name, and my appearance?'
'Being sent?'
'A face I do not recognize?'
"Wait, wait, wait!" Shawn screamed, staring at the book with eyes wide as saucers.
But it was already too late.

