Noah Bennett treated embarrassment the way he treated spills: quickly, quietly, and with the firm belief that if he cleaned it up fast enough, nobody would have to look at it.

  The walk back from the library was, unfortunately, not cooperating.

  He walked fast, cold air biting at his face, and ran a post-mortem on the last hour as if better formatting could disinfect it.

  The email had been a mistake. That part was fine. Systems failed; clerical errors happened. The universe was entropy, and entropy occasionally hit “send” with the confidence of a drunk toddler. That wasn’t the issue.

  The problem was the flinch.

  The problem was that he had sat there in a quiet library, in front of Rachel Ellis, and let something raw in the worst kind of way show on his face. Not the polite, functional version of him that made other people comfortable—the one that did the right thing at the right time and never asked for anything that might become a burden.

  He had let her see the panic. He had been, for approximately four minutes, High Maintenance.

  That was four minutes too long.

  He needed to reset the board. He needed to demonstrate that the glitch was temporary, that the system was back online and performing within normal parameters. That he was still Noah: calm, useful, easy to have around.

  He stopped at the café they frequented and bought her a coffee. It wasn’t a bribe. It was just… evidence. Evidence that he was thinking about her, not himself. Evidence that he was functioning.

  By the time he reached King’s Park Flats, he had his breathing under control. Pulse steady. Shoulders relaxed. He checked his reflection in the elevator doors: hair slightly windblown but acceptable. Face neutral. He looked like Noah again.

  He knocked on her door—two light raps. Rachel opened it almost immediately. She was still in her work clothes, though she’d kicked off her shoes. She looked at him, and her face did the thing it always did when he showed up: it softened. She smiled.

  It was a real smile. Warm. Genuine. And still—because Noah’s brain was a menace and had been trained on micro-expressions the way some people were trained on sports—he saw the faint tension at the edges. Not anger. Not disgust. Worry.

  He had made her worry. That was a failure.

  “Hi,” he said, steady. Good. “I come bearing caffeine.” He held up the cup.

  Rachel stepped back to let him in. “You didn’t have to do that.”

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  “It’s on the way,” Noah said, stepping into the warmth of the apartment. “And I know you hate cafeteria coffee. It tastes like despair and burnt cardboard.”

  “It does,” Rachel agreed, and took the cup. Her fingers brushed his, and that—ridiculously—hit harder than the cold wind had. “Thank you.”

  After taking off his shoes, Noah’s eyes flicked over the room automatically. The lamp by the armchair cast a soft yellow glow. It was tidy, mostly, but there was one mug on the coffee table from the morning rush, and a stack of grading on the dining table that looked like it had achieved precarious sentience.

  He could work with this. Useful things existed. Useful things could be done.

  “I’m sorry about earlier,” he said, keeping his tone light as he moved toward the coffee table. He picked up the mug. “I was… off. I haven’t been sleeping well this week. Stress from a couple assignments. I think my blood sugar was low.”

  He took it to the sink. Water. Soap. Scrub. A small, controllable task with a clear end point. Perfect.

  Rachel hadn’t moved from the entrance. He could feel her watching his back.

  “It wasn’t a big deal,” he continued, because it needed to be not a big deal. “I just got in my head for a second. It was stupid. I’m fine. Just needed to reboot.”

  He rinsed the mug and set it in the drying rack. The clink was gentle. Normal. Domestic. Safe.

  “Noah,” Rachel said.

  “I was thinking pasta for dinner?” he pivoted, drying his hands on a tea towel and turning to face her. Thursdays were his night to cook; the routine existed for a reason. “I have that garlic sauce you liked last time, or I could run down to the corner store and grab—”

  He stopped.

  Rachel wasn’t nodding along. She wasn’t accepting the explanation and filing it away neatly like a solved problem.

  She looked… wrecked.

  Not crying. Not falling apart. Just standing there with her coffee in both hands, eyes shining in a way that made Noah’s stomach drop. She was looking at him like he was something that had gone missing right in front of her.

  Noah’s heart gave a painful kick against his ribs.

  He had done it wrong. He had explained it wrong. He had tried to sound normal, and somehow the attempt itself had made it worse. She could see the lie, or the gap, or the frantic effort behind it. He needed to fix it—her expression, the moment, himself—anything so she wouldn’t look at him like that. The panic he’d shoved down in the library surged back up, cold and sharp.

  “I’m sorry,” he said, too fast, the words tumbling before he could check them. “I’m sorry. I’m hovering. I’m making it a thing, aren’t I? I can stop. I didn’t mean to—”

  “Noah,” she whispered. His name, like a hand on a railing.

  “I’ll just finish the dishes,” he said, voice speeding up, desperate to find the right sentence, the right angle, the right performance that would make her stop looking so sad. “Then I can start dinner, or if you want me to go, I can—”

  He didn’t get to finish.

  Rachel crossed the kitchen in three strides.

  Before he could calculate how to fix this, she reached him and grabbed him.

  It wasn't the kind of hug they traded in doorways—soft, lazy, affectionate greetings and goodbyes. This was a collision. She wrapped her arms around his torso, pinning his arms at his sides, and squeezed like she was trying to physically hold him together. So tight it knocked the breath out of him.

  Her face pressed into his shoulder.

  She didn't let go.

  Not even a little.

  Noah stood there, rigid, the dish towel still clutched in one hand like he'd brought a prop to a crisis. He didn't understand. He'd brought the coffee. He'd cleaned the mug. He was going to make dinner. He'd constructed a perfectly reasonable explanation for his earlier lapse.

  He'd done everything right.

  So why was she holding him like he'd been hurt?