Alright! Today is the day I get this done right! After many a silly attempt with a toothbrush, much to the amusement of May, I think I am finally ready to take it all in!

  "My God, you are way to hyped about this" May giggled as she watched me get dressed up. "I mean I know he pays you well but to have this much energy around just sucking some dick." I finished putting my hair in a bun and looked at May's reflection in the mirror.

  "It's not about sucking dick" I admitted. "I'm never the girl at center stage who captivates everyone's attention like Lucia. Or the girl who makes everyone around her feel peaceful and comfortable like Ange. I'm not the smartest or most popur, or the wealthiest or anything. But I don't want to feel like a failure either. I want to be do good in college, I want to do good at my job, and I want to do good in life. I want to feel... Like I can be successful even if it's in something small..."

  I could see May's expression softening as she took in my words. She put her knees up to her face and hugged them as she looked at me from behind. "You're too harsh on yourself. Your a wonderful person."

  I finished getting ready and spun to face her. "What do you think?" I gave a little twirl as May smiled. She seemed less excited now though, not defted or anything, but it was like she was looking at me slightly differently. "You look beautiful as always" she responded.

  I paused to try and read her expression. Like a mixture of sorrow and understanding; and something else perhaps. "Thanks May, you really are the best!" I tried to cheer her up, she smiled back at me but I could tell it was mainly for my benefit. "Hey um Katherine... Maybe this weekend we could... We could all go to the beach or something?"

  Huh? That came out of nowhere. "Yea sure thing!" I did enjoy going to the beach and so did Lucia & Ange. "Is this your way of saying you want to see me in a bikini?" I teased and May's face got a little red.

  "Um... Well... Would you be upset if I said yes?" Wait, was she being serious?

  "Of course not" I walked over and put my hands on her knees. "May, I'm sorry I was just teasing. I don't mean anything bad by it. Besides, I'm eager to see how cute you'll look in one too!"

  May chuckled, her eyes shifting for a moment "well um... I... I normally wear swim trunks actually..."

  I shrugged, I mean does it really matter? "You'll look cute in anything anyways, the main thing is always getting to have fun spending time together." May looked up at me with wide eyes, I clean feel her body was tense for some reason. "I um... Ok... Ok, thank you Katherine. You really are too sweet" she seemed to finally get a little more rexed.

  "Well, I should get going, but let's go over the details ter ok?" May nodded and I headed out. I thought about that interaction during the taxi ride to work. I knew May was interested in girls, and tely she'd been complimenting my looks quiet a bit... Was she crushing on me?

  I sat back and thought it over, personally people could sometimes be difficult. I had tried a few retionships before but none really seemed to stick. I could identify a good looking boy or girl, yet to yearn for them, to want them the way lovers seemed to... Well that didn't really happen as much...

  I did have one person I really liked once. We never dated, but I think I would've been happy with them. Or maybe I was just romanticizing a crush. Either way, I wasn't sure what to think about the idea of May liking me.

  But then again maybe I'm just reading too much into it. Regardless I arrived at work and got started with cleaning and then made us a meal. Once the meal was finished I washed all the dishes and went over to where my boss was sitting.

  "So any exciting pns?" He asked while I undid his belt. "Well I might be going to the beach this weekend with my friends" I noted as I undid his zipper.

  "Oh that sounds like a wonderful time" he always seemed so easy going with talking about anything really. "Do you spend a lot of time tanning or are you more of a water time person?"

  I was on my knees licking his dick as I responded "I prefer to spend time in the water. Getting can hurt" it was a little weird to be just casually talking while doing this. Anytime I've been with a guy they treat getting a blowjob like a sacred experience or something.

  I started sucking his cock, getting it coated in my saliva first as he nodded "yea, especially if you burn easily. Personally I don't get tan, I just burn, get red, and then ache for several days. Best case scenario I stay the same, worst case scenario I look like a tomato."

  I had to stop for a moment to ugh at the image of him walking around looking like a tomato. "Really!? I would not have guessed that." I went back to sucking his cock as he shrugged. "Yea, when I was little people would call me Bob the tomato."

  Again I had to pull away just to ugh. "Stop it!! No they didn't!" My boss chuckled seeing my reaction. "Really, it was rather embarrassing."

  I ughed a bit more before retorting "not as embarrassing as me trying to work while your making up silly stories!" He leaned back with a smile "well I need to keep things interesting. Wouldn't want you to get bored at work."

  I rolled my eyes, my job was anything but boring. "Oh you don't need to worry about that. I'm having fun." I felt his hand on my cheek and I looked up to see him smiling down at me. "You are such a good girl" he chuckled before leaning back in his seat.

  I felt my cheeks getting a little red and decided not to respond and instead went back to sucking his cock. This time he let me work in peace as I bobbed my head up and down. I moved slowly though, trying to get it in as deeply as I could.

  His cock was so thick, it hugged the walls of my throat as I moved. Going slower did help me enjoy the taste of him even better too.

  I got deeper than st time, but once again heard myself gagging. I held myself in pce though as I felt his hands on my head. "Feeling ambitious aren't you, kitten?" His words were soft and soothing, helping me to rex a little.

  Finally I pulled up, panting softly while stroking his cock to keep him hard. Dammit, why is this so hard!? This feels stupid! Any girl can suck a cock, why am I struggling!?

  I thought back to May ughing and making jokes at me while I struggled with that stupid toothbrush. Oh she'd definitely make jokes when she found out I still couldn't get it all in!

  I steeled myself and tried again though, this time going faster and focusing solely on my goal. I felt my eyes getting watery and soon enough the tears began to roll down but I kept going. "Mmm someone sure is hungry" my boss groaned in pleasure which spurred me on even more.

  If nothing else I knew I was doing a good job. But I can do better! I kept going, his grunts and groans of pleasure pushing me forward though it started getting harder to breathe even through my nose.

  Finally he grabbed my head and held me in pce as he started to cum. His cock throbbing against my walls as he fed me his seed. Mmm it was so delicious, why was it so much better than anything I'd had previously?

  He held me in pce, letting me swallow it all. Once he was done he let go and I slowly pulled out, panting and gasping for breath. Fuck how did Lucia do this stuff with multiple people at the same time!?

  I took a moment to recompose myself, excusing myself and going to the bathroom to get cleaned up. I thanked him once again for the meal before heading out. When I got back to the dorm May was asleep so I just crawled into my bed.

  I couldn't sleep. My mind kept running between thinking about May and thinking about my failures to get his cock all the way down my throat. My boss hadn't compined, on the contrary he seemed happy.

  But what am I doing wrong? Or have I always been doing something wrong? Maybe that's why the other's didn't taste as good? Or maybe why I didn't enjoy it as much with other people?

  And how am I supposed to ask May if she does have a crush on me!? I knew she was a little sensitive about being a lesbian due to her upbringing so I didn't want to misread the situation.

  I buried my head in my pillow. Sometimes life is easy, and other times life is... Well whatever... For now I'll just keep trying with my boss, and I'll try to keep things going well with May. If she did have a crush on me, maybe it would be best to just let her approach me about it...

  But I wasn't sure if I really wanted to wait around for that moment...