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Chapter 45: You Cant Pause Online

  —Maku—

  Maku snapped his attention back toward the wall.

  Rei had crumpled against it, still upright but clearly rattled, one hand braced against the stone as she tried to steady herself. Granny Ida was already moving toward her, scrambling over the first wall with the help of a pair of elders, hands glowing faintly as she closed the distance.

  Good. She’ll live.

  His attention shifted immediately.

  Pippy stood where he’d left her, shoulders trembling now that the adrenaline had nowhere left to go. Her breathing came in sharp, uneven pulls. Blood streamed freely from both nostrils, dark against her pale skin, dripping to the dirt at her feet. Her red pigtails were plastered to her neck with sweat.

  She was past her limit. Well past it.

  “Pippy,” Maku called, keeping his voice calm, controlled. “That’s enough.”

  Her eyes flicked up to him, unfocused but stubborn. “B-but Mister Maku—”

  He raised a hand.

  The gesture alone stopped her.

  “Remember the plan,” he said quietly.

  For a heartbeat, she wavered.

  Then she swallowed, nodded once, and staggered backward, forcing her body to obey even as every instinct screamed to keep fighting. She collapsed behind the line, clutching her head, conserving what little mana she had left.

  Maku exhaled through his nose and turned back to the battlefield.

  The spider loomed before him, massive and patient, its many eyes tracking him with alien focus. Its legs carved deep grooves into the earth as it shifted its weight, mandibles clicking in irritation.

  His [Mana Skin] flared to life around him, a translucent sheen hugging his body like a second hide. He’d been avoiding it—too expensive, too draining—but without Pippy reinforcing his movements, he couldn’t afford to gamble.

  So much for efficiency.

  He scowled, tightening his grip on his spear. He’d hoped for cleaner data by now, clearer confirmation, but landing decisive hits on something this large and this fast was like trying to dissect a storm mid-lightning strike.

  “Alright,” he muttered to himself. “Let’s stop fooling around.”

  Maku surged forward.

  Blue light snapped into existence as [Mana Javelins] formed in a wide orbit around the spider, humming with restrained violence. At the same time, he ignited his primary spear, the shaft blazing with condensed energy as he darted in close—strike, retreat, strike again—never lingering long enough for the spider to counter cleanly.

  Each movement was deliberate. Each impact was logged in his mind.

  The javelins struck in staggered rhythms, slamming into different sections of the creature’s body. Legs. Abdomen. Thorax. He watched how it reacted and where it recoiled and where it barely noticed.

  It was resilient.

  But not invincible.

  Patterns began to emerge.

  There.

  The cephalothorax.

  The spider flinched every time the javelins struck near the central mass where head and body fused. Not enough to cripple it, but enough to matter. It shifted, repositioned, always angling itself to shield that central mass.

  Of course.

  His jaw tightened. Predictable didn’t mean easy.

  The spider adapted quickly, its attacks growing sharper, more aggressive. A massive leg clipped his side, sending a shock through his [Mana Skin] that made his teeth rattle. Another blow followed, heavier this time.

  His shield absorbed the worst of it.

  His body absorbed the rest.

  Fatigue crept in like a tide. Mana drain gnawed at him, slow but relentless.

  “Alright,” Maku said aloud, breath steady despite the strain. “I’ve got a read.”

  He pivoted, dodging another strike, and glanced toward the rear.

  “Pip,” he called. “Whenever you’re ready.”

  He shifted tactics immediately with less offense and more movement. His attacks grew lighter, feints instead of commitments. He conserved every scrap of mana he could, knowing he’d need all of it for what came next.

  A heartbeat passed as he waited for Pippy to recover.

  Then another.

  “Pip!” he called again, sharper this time, twisting aside as a spider’s strike cut far closer than he liked.

  “Ready!” Pippy shouted, her voice thin but resolute.

  Maku didn’t hesitate. “Let’s go.”

  The air changed.

  Pippy’s domain unfurled in a silent bloom, invisible but absolute. Her eyes flared gold as time itself seemed to hesitate—then stop.

  The spider froze mid-motion.

  Every leg locked. Every mandible stilled.

  Perfect.

  Maku was already moving.

  Information flooded his senses as his newest ability surged to life.

  [Azure Overload].

  Power poured into his spear, the weapon screaming as energy compressed beyond what it had ever held before. The air around him vibrated, dust lifting from the ground in trembling waves.

  For a fleeting moment, a dangerous thought crossed his mind.

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  There’s still time.

  Pippy had it locked in place. The monster was frozen, helpless. His mana reserves weren’t empty—not yet. He could pull back, disengage cleanly, vanish into the chaos and survive. Start over the way he always had. Alone. No compromises. No liabilities. No one else’s fate dragging at his ankles.

  A clean exit. A perfect reset.

  The idea tasted familiar and comfortable.

  Then another thought followed, uninvited.

  Damn that oaf, Maku thought, a tight smile ghosting across his face. Guess he really did change me.

  His fingers curled harder around the spear.

  The thought of walking away while they paid the price felt wrong in a way he couldn’t calculate logically. If this were a game, the answer would have been obvious.

  Cut his losses and run.

  But this wasn’t a game.

  This was real.

  And the weight in his heart, the pull that refused to be reasoned away, was real too.

  He leveled the spear and let his stance settle, breath evening out as the chaos around him fell away. The world narrowed, sharpening until there was only the target and the line between them.

  He felt it even as the power tore through him. It was a shift, a quiet fracture somewhere deep in his thinking. A crooked smirk tugged at his mouth despite the strain.

  Behind him, Pippy was at her absolute limit.

  Her domain wavered, edges fraying like glass under pressure. She staggered, knees buckling as the spider forced its way forward inch by inch, brute will overpowering precision. Her eyes fluttered, blood trailing freely now, and for a heartbeat too long her control slipped.

  For the spider.

  It was too late.

  Maku detonated forward, short explosive steps snapping into place as his hips, spine, and shoulders aligned. The spear left his hand like a launched warhead of compressed force, and screaming intent with every ounce of his momentum fused into a single, devastating release. There was a roaring torrent, which ripped a trench through earth and stone as it surged forward. The air screamed. The ground shattered beneath its passage. It was raw, overwhelming force.

  Maku smiled, breath hitching.

  Game over.

  At the last possible instant, the spider moved.

  Not a scuttle. Not a dodge.

  A leap.

  Its massive body coiled and launched with terrifying grace, clearing the missile by a razor’s margin. The blast thundered past beneath it, harmlessly annihilating everything except its target.

  Maku’s smile vanished.

  He sucked in a breath.

  The spider landed.

  And then it was on him.

  There was no time. No mana left to summon a shield, no disc to kick away on, no clever angle to exploit. His reserves were empty, his limbs heavy, his vision tunneling.

  This was it.

  The spider came down like a missile, mandibles yawning wide.

  Maku shut his eyes.

  Memories came unbidden, flashing through him in jagged fragments—the playground, voices raised in anger, classmates who recoiled from his chaos instead of understanding him. Then later, the adults, sharper and colder, their disapproval more polished but no less absolute. No one had ever wanted to play his game.

  No one—until he had.

  The realization cut deeper than fear. A single tear slipped free as acceptance settled in, heavy and final.

  Then the world ended.

  The impact slammed into him with the force of a freight train, the full, unstoppable mass of the spider crashing down in a blur of violence and sound.

  —Max—

  —2 years ago—

  The room was dark except for the hard glow of dual monitors.

  Max sat hunched at his desk in a cramped studio apartment, shoulders tight, fingers flying across the keyboard in a blur. Keys clacked and snapped in rapid-fire bursts as units were queued, structures placed, armies redirected. The mouse skated across the pad, darting from corner to corner of the map with manic precision.

  It was chaos to anyone watching.

  To Max, it was music.

  Layered over it all was sound. Heavy drum and bass thudded through his headphones, looping endlessly, its tempo fast enough to keep his pulse elevated. Beneath that, barely audible but constant, a podcast droned on. It was some talking head dissecting markets, politics, or psychology. Max wasn’t listening. He just needed the noise. He hated the silence.

  The game itself was a strategy title that involved empire building, resource optimization, and war. On the surface, it was about choices. But anyone serious knew the truth: it wasn’t just what decisions you made—it was how many.

  APM. Actions per minute.

  Veteran players hammered their keyboards from the opening seconds, cycling through empty menus, flicking the camera back and forth across undeveloped terrain. Not because it mattered yet, but because speed was a muscle, and you didn’t want it cold when the real thinking began. Momentum was everything.

  Max thrived here.

  His mind ran fast by default. Too fast for the real world, where conversations lagged and consequences crawled. In the game, every fraction of a second mattered. Every click had weight. It demanded everything from him, and in return, it drowned out the static in his head.

  Then the phone rang.

  The sound cut through the noise like a blade.

  Max frowned and glanced to the side. His black phone sat on its wireless charger, wedged between half-empty energy drinks and snack wrappers.

  The screen lit up.

  MOMMY

  His heart jumped.

  He inhaled sharply and killed the game without hesitation. There was no pausing online.

  [??Maku5882300 has forfeited??]

  The DEFEAT banner flashed across the screen.

  Max ripped off his headphones and silenced the music, then the podcast. The room felt suddenly hollow without the noise.

  He smiled as he answered a call from his favorite person in the whole world.

  “Hello, Mommy!” he said brightly. “I’m so happy you called!”

  “Hi, Max,” she replied.

  Something was wrong. He could hear it immediately—the tiredness, the restraint. The way her voice sounded like it was bracing for impact.

  “Is…everything okay?” he asked.

  There was a pause. Too long.

  “I have some bad news, my sweet boy,” she said gently. He heard the strain beneath the words.

  His gut went cold.

  “What’s up?” he asked, already dreading the answer.

  “Your father and I talked,” she continued, “and we’re going to have to cut your allowance. Starting next month.”

  The words didn’t land all at once. They echoed.

  “My…allowance?” Max repeated, stupidly.

  “I’m sorry, dear.”

  “But—my rent,” he said, voice cracking. “I’ll starve.”

  He glanced around the apartment, eyes flicking over stacks of cereal boxes, granola bars, powdered mixes. Breakfast foods. He only ate breakfast. Always had. It was the one meal that he enjoyed the most. So many sweet and novel variations. All of them so quick and easy to prepare. He was convinced the other meals were a Psyop to clear unwanted inventory.

  “Well,” she said carefully, “maybe you could get a job?”

  “Impossible,” he shot back instantly. “I don’t have a degree. Or connections. Or anything.”

  “You’re always playing those online games,” she said. “Don’t you have friends? Someone who could help?”

  Max pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaling slowly.

  “I’ve told you,” he said, weary. “I only play one-versus-one. I can’t do team games. I always get paired with idiots.”

  “Oh,” she said, as if that explained everything. “Right.”

  “Mommy,” Max said quietly, “I need to go. I need a minute.”

  “Of course,” she replied. “Take your time.”

  The call ended.

  The room was silent again.

  Max stared at the monitor. The DEFEAT screen still glowed there, unmoving, a stark reminder of interruption and consequence. For all the comfort of his little cave, the real world hadn’t paused with the game. It kept grinding forward, indifferent and relentless.

  And the rent was still due.

  He leaned back in his chair, hands slack in his lap, the pounding in his chest slowly catching up to the quiet.

  —Maku—

  Confusion came first. Then disbelief.

  Maku forced his eyes open a fraction, the world swimming in dull reds and shadow. A wet cough tore out of him, copper flooding his mouth as blood spilled down his chin. He tried to breathe and immediately regretted it—every inhale sent knives through his chest, sharp and splintering, like his ribs had shattered inward.

  I should be dead.

  The thought drifted through him, distant and oddly calm.

  Memory crept back in fragments: the spider’s bulk surging forward, impossibly fast…the momentary drag, like the world itself had tugged at it. Pippy. She’d slowed it—just enough. Not to stop the blow. Just enough to keep him alive.

  Barely.

  His gaze slid to the side. Pippy lay crumpled on the ground, small and still, red hair darkened with sweat and blood. Unconscious. Spent. He wanted to thank her, to say something, but his throat wouldn’t obey him, and even if it did, she couldn’t hear.

  The spider was still there.

  It loomed over him now, legs unfolding with deliberate patience. Whatever surprise it had felt at the slowed impact was gone. This time, it was careful. Methodical. A predator correcting a mistake.

  One massive limb lifted into the air.

  Maku couldn’t move. Couldn’t raise a hand. Couldn’t summon mana. All he could do was stare up at it and wait for the moment the world would dim, and the screen would fade to defeat.

  Then the spider froze.

  Not hesitated—stopped. As if something deep and instinctual had screamed at it to pause.

  A shadow crossed Maku’s vision.

  Heavy. Solid. Impossible.

  Footsteps passed him, unhurried, and something enormous stepped between him and death.

  A man.

  Maku’s vision dragged upward, inch by painful inch. First the boots—scuffed, planted firm. Then camo pants stained dark with water and blood. Dog tags clinked softly against a broad chest as the figure shifted his weight. A long coat of black and red spiderweave flared behind him like a banner, threads catching what little light remained. A stars-and-stripes blindfold was wrapped tight over his eyes, messy blond hair spilling free around it.

  And resting easily on his shoulder, like it belonged there—

  A machete.

  The man turned his head just enough to glance back. For once there was no crooked grin. No stupid line. Just the tired, steady eyes of someone who’d arrived too late and hated himself for it.

  “Sorry I’m late,” he said quietly.

  And Maku knew, without question, that he meant it.

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