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Chapter 10 : Mylain

  Kairi lay on her back and watched the ceiling breathe with the night. The bed held her, but her head was already walking ahead to words she hadn’t found yet—how to write to a prince she “didn’t know” and say I know you without tipping the table. She hugged her spare pillow and tried on lines in her mind, then let the clever go. Sleep came on the soft click of a decision: she would borrow a trick from a book and hide truth in the way she told it.

  He was already in the meadow, sprawled on the grass, one forearm over his eyes like someone who’d fought hard to keep the day where it belonged. She skipped the last steps, grin ready.

  “Rough day?” she asked, leaning into his shade.

  His arm shifted just enough to show one eye. “It’s been a day.”

  She circled him slow, not circling—cataloging. Then she sat beside his head. He let his arm fall to his chest and looked up at her as if the sky had just done something forgivable.

  She bent and kissed his forehead. “I hope tomorrow is kinder,” she whispered, and let her fingers move into his hair. He leaned into the touch like a creature that trusted its hand.

  “I want to show you something,” she said after a quiet stretch. “If I can hold it long enough.”

  He closed his eyes at once. “Tell me when to look.”

  She breathed and pictured the coast—not the map of it, the feel of it. Sand shouldered in under their knees; wind arrived braided with salt; the meadow’s hush thinned to surf. When she opened her eyes, the cliff walls of Mylain rose white and steady above them, narrow towers braced to sea. Sails threaded the harbor. Her chest hurt with a homesick that was also a belonging.

  “Now,” she said, awed by her own hands.

  He opened his eyes, squinted into the light, then pushed up to sit. A laugh snuck out, unpracticed and young. “Mylain,” he said. “I’ve seen drawings. You lived near here?” A beat. Gentle. “In Tearia.”

  She rolled her hems to her calves and stepped into the shallows. The water took her ankles in cool hands. “Once,” she said. “It’s been a while.” Another truth, kept soft: “I love the ocean.”

  He stripped boots heel-to-toe, socks tucked inside, then hesitated at his shirt, glancing to her like a man who’d learned their rules and liked them. She only lifted a brow—permission given. Linen off. Sun found old scars and new work. He breathed like a person, not a soldier.

  She looked fast, looked away faster, then did what the dream allows: thought of lighter cloth and felt it answer. The skirt that replaced her trousers moved like tidewater; her blouse thinned to something the breeze could find. When she risked another look, heat had climbed high in his cheekbones too.

  “What?!” she squeaked, eyes discovering there was more of him no matter where she aimed them, and settled on the safest thing—the mess of his hair.

  He cleared his throat toward the horizon. “Just. Uhm.” He tried again, steadier. “It looks good on you.”

  “You too,” she said, laughing at herself and him and the sea, and took his hand to pull him toward the glitter line where waves begin. Her fingers brushed the small crescent scar at his left shoulder. “This?”

  “Stairs,” he said with great dignity, and she snorted.

  They walked the waterline, letting the small breakers find them. A larger wave shouldered in wild and cold; she caught his forearm with both hands, shrieked, then laughed into the shock. His answering laugh was deep and surprised, the kind that put new furniture in a room you’d thought finished.

  “Favorite season?” he asked when the water calmed to a steady breath.

  “Late summer,” she said, eyes on the blue. “Jellyfish gather in the bay—hundreds. From the cliffs it looks like the sea learned rainbows.” She felt his attention like a hand at her back and kept talking to give them both courage. “Mylain smells like fish in the mornings, spices after the evening meal. If you go up to the east tower after dusk, the wind tastes like cinnamon and salt.”

  “What festivals do you miss?”

  “Mid-summer. We sent lantern boats out and lined the cliffs with shells. We set little fires in them.” A small, helpless smile. “From below it looked like stars fell and forgot to leave.”

  He was already looking when she glanced back.

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  “Is the view that good?” she asked, low.

  “It is,” he said. Then, carefully, “How old are you?” A beat to make space that wasn’t a trap. “You said you have magic. You see Mylain as it was… that was decades ago.”

  She did the math across two clocks, the way Rush had taught her—Naberian years in one hand, her own in the other. “In Naberian years, about a hundred and twelve.” She swallowed. “Sixteen in mine.”

  A wave hit his shins right then, as if the sea itself underlined the line. He flinched a fraction, set himself down on purpose, and met her eyes.

  “Okay,” he said, quiet because quiet keeps things whole. He tasted the word once more. “Okay.” His hand went to the back of his neck—a boy’s tell he hadn’t quite outgrown—then fell. “Maybe you are real,” he said, half to the tide. “And you haven’t seemed to age because you’re elven.”

  She watched for the shift that doesn’t shift back. Her fingers worried her skirt’s hem. “Does it… change anything?”

  He counted a set of waves so he wouldn’t lie, then tugged her in until the wet edge of her skirt tapped his shins. His arms went around her like a statement laid carefully on a table. Another breaker ran in and soaked them both; she didn’t look away.

  “Tell me more when you want,” he said. “How you want. I’ll listen.”

  It took her a breath to find the words, because her ear had found his heart and discovered it was running a touch fast—for her, not from fear. “Let me gather the courage,” she said into his chest. “I will.”

  “Take it,” he said. “I’m not going anywhere.”

  They let the water do its work—cool hands at their shins, the sun turning every ripple to a coin—until boldness arrives in the ordinary way: fingertip, then palm. She traces the line of his side like she’s learning a coastline by touch, skimming from the edge of his ribs to the plane of his stomach and back again. His skin pebbles under her hand, gooseflesh racing her path; he huffs out a breath that’s half laugh, half surrender.

  “Maintenance noted,” she teases, eyes bright. “Do you oil the armor or just…polish the soldier?”

  “Both,” he says, deadpan that doesn’t hide the color in his cheekbones. “Quality control.”

  She hums approval and lets curiosity steer her fingers over old stories—thin, white lines that speak in quiet. She comes home to the crescent at his left shoulder and rests there. “This one,” she says, softer. “What really happened?”

  He looks out across the water once, choosing the shape of the truth, then back to her. “Southern front,” he says. “Saebrian operatives. Ugly bout. Arrow took me clean through, there was poison on it.” He rolls the shoulder slowly, shows where the catch lives compared to the right. “I compensate. Most days it listens. Bad weather makes it stubborn.”

  Her touch turns clinical and tender at once—mapping musculature, testing the arc where scar meets fiber. “You’ve been favoring it,” she murmurs. “You recruit your back to do the shoulder’s work. Good improvisation. Bad habit.”

  “I’m a very stubborn habit,” he says.

  “Someday,” she asks, thumb a thoughtful press at the edge of the scar, “will you let me heal you?”

  He considers it honestly. Consent is a door they built together. “Someday,” he says back. “When I can carry the ask without flinching.”

  “Deal,” she says—then, wicked-soft, drags her fingers down his side again just to watch the skin rise.

  He laughs and in one smooth, ridiculous motion he scoops her up over his shoulder. She flails, laughing, palms thumping his back. “Dreamboy!”

  A last, careless wave barrels in and takes both of them like a prank. They go down together in a tangle; sand and water and laughter collapse into one bright, salt-tasting mess. She pushes up, half on his hips, hair plastered, blinking sea from her lashes. He’s suddenly very quiet, gaze fixed like a man memorizing a miracle.

  “What?” she asks, looking down—and realizes again, belatedly, what the soaked blouse reveals.

  He sits, closes the distance with a gentleness that has gravity, and eases a fingertip under the clinging fabric at her shoulder, lifting it just enough to spare her the chill, not enough to pretend the moment isn’t intimate. She doesn’t move away. His touch sketches the slope of her neck, then returns, a slow, asking trace along warm skin.

  Her breath hitches. “What are you doing?” she asks, soft as the foam sliding back.

  He leans in until his forehead finds the curve where neck meets shoulder and exhales there like it’s a place he’s been walking toward for years. “Tell me to stop,” he whispers, the words shaped like an open hand.

  One arm wraps around his shoulders; the other threads into his hair and holds, cradling, not caging. “Tell me what you want,” she answers. “And I’ll tell you if it’s okay.”

  He hides the truest part in small, reverent kisses, one at the hollow just under her ear, one along the line of her shoulder, each slow enough that no rule feels stolen. As his mouth moves, his eyes flick lower, only a glance, only once, and he sees it where the blouse has slipped just enough: not ink, not needlework, but living heraldry, the phoenix mark lifting in faint, iridescent warmth along the back of her shoulder. The realization hits clean and total.

  Not a tattoo.

  He closes his eyes on instinct, returns his attention to the safer truth of her, salt on skin, the yes in her hands, the steadying breath he’s learned to keep. He presses one more kiss where skin becomes crest and lets the wanting turn patient again.

  The horizon begins to fray, towers softening to chalk, shells to light. The sea tugs at the world’s seams. He feels the dream trying to lift them apart and anchors himself with one last, careful pull, gathering her in as if warmth could argue with morning.

  “I’m going to burn this into my mind,” he says, shameless and gentle both. “Keep it for myself.”

  “Shameless,” she accuses, laughing quietly against his throat.

  “With you,” he admits, and does not move his hands.

  The thinning brightens. He tastes the goodbye like salt. “Goodbye, Wildflower,” he says, certainty threading the softness. “I’ll remember the cloak next time.”

  She closes her eyes and rests her mouth where his pulse lives. “Goodbye, dream boy.” A whisper, like a promise they’re practiced at keeping. “Next time.”

  Light unspools the beach into bright motes. The last thing to go is the shape of them, his forehead at her shoulder, her hand in his hair, holding on until the sea forgets the sand and morning remembers them both.

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