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The Core of Longing (Important, but with skippable smut)

  Sal on my right side, and Lulu on my left, I feel my heart pounding. Sitting in bed, with both of them next to me.

  Hugging my arm, Sal leans in close to my cheek, her tail wrapping around my leg. “Yuna… you ready?”

  “R-ready for what?” I’m not sure how I got here, but the smell in the air already tells me we’re all in heat. And for that matter, the way Sal’s tail curls around my leg reminds me of how I saw it around Lulu’s since they’ve become a couple.

  Lulu mimics these motions of Sal’s, leaning in close and speaking with a slight nervousness, but one Sal seems to be helping her push aside. “For us to… d-do I really have to say it out loud?”

  Chuckling a bit, Sal shakes her head. “No, no. I will. For us to fuck. You’ve been in heat for twice as long as usual… so we know something is causing that…”

  “That being us. So… since I sorta think you’re pretty too… and one of two of the closest people to me…”

  Blushing bright and my tail curling around Sal’s leg, I nod quickly. “Y-yes! Please!”

  They both grin, a look of lust present on their faces, but it’s overshadowed by a genuine smile, and a feeling of love I crave. (If you wish to skip the smut, skip to the *** below)

  Sal pushes me down into the bed, kissing me deep. Hugging her tight, I kiss back, her tongue quickly shoving into my mouth and licking as if I were a delicious meal.

  Feeling a rough tongue suddenly against my slit, I gasp, Lulu already down there and my sweats gone.

  As we break the kiss for air, she speaks beneath me, out of sight thanks to Sal in the way. “Your body is so… soft. I’m a little jealous~”

  “Yours is so cute tho-OH~!” I’m completely blindsided by the jolt of pleasure shooting up my spine as her tongue dives into me. She’s so good, perfect.

  Her starting to purr as I wrap my legs around her head only makes it more intense, the vibrations shooting up my spine.

  I don’t get time to get used to that feeling-not that I ever could, because Sal has my shirt off and squeezes my tits firmly, her strong hands feeling amazing on them.

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  Right away, she goes down and starts nibbling on my neck, making me mewl and moan, feeling a heat rise in my core.

  “I-I’m gonna~ a-ha-aH!” Cumming with my entire back arching and mind blanking out a bit from the pleasure, I don’t even register what they do next, it’s like an amazing blur…

  ***

  Finally, we’re all cuddling, Sal looking at me with love in her eyes. “Yuna… “ ‘Is this it? What I… want to hear her say? Even if I know it?’ “...I l-”

  Eyes shooting open, I’m laying in bed with Oraxia on my chest, my bedsheets soaked and my body trembling.

  “It… it was a dream…?” My voice is dejected, sounding almost depressed. And I do feel it, I feel forlorn and forgotten.

  Even in my dreams, I can’t hear them say it.

  ‘What does that say about real life?’

  Taking in a shaky breath, I climb out of bed, setting Oraxia to the side as I clean up the bed and myself.

  “Fuck… I can’t keep doing this… I can't, I just can’t… what do I do?”

  Sitting down on the bed once I’m done, I just bury my head in my hands. “Staying around them just makes heat worse, they’re mating but that’s not even why, it’s because I can’t help but want to love them… but they have each other. It’s not my place. Hell, I can’t even escape it with work, because they work together and I can hear them talk from the main room!”

  Clenching my fists, I swing out at nothing, frustrating just boiling over from my helplessness.

  “Such a worthless sister, can’t even control my own jealousy… and they’re preparing for a date as I have this moment, what the fuck…”

  Looking out the window… I’m reminded of home. Not home, not this home I can’t feel comfortable in thanks to my envy and love… no, the place I was raised. I felt like this, unable to get any attention because I just didn’t understand what they tried teaching me.

  “...now, I think I understand. Maybe they’d let me back in, if I showed up with Oraxia. They’d treat us well, they all but praised things like her.”

  Turning to look at Oraxia, she’s silently looking up at me.

  “...it’s not fair to you. What… what would you rather do? Stay here with the others? Or come with me?”

  In my heart… I almost want her to say she’d rather stay. That I have no reason to go back, because without her it’d be meaningless.

  But in the same instant I begin to hope that, she shoots it down with a slight shine to her silver fur, her voice ringing in my head. “I’ll go with big sis.”

  Crying with a bittersweet smile, I pick her up. “I love you, Oraxia, I really do.”

  Now… it’s time to go…

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  Do you think Oraxia made the right choice? That Yuna did?

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