Sleep wouldn't come.
Aldric lay in the dark, staring at the ceiling, his father's words circling through his mind like crows around carrion. There are things I haven't told you. When it's safe. I promise.
The ceiling offered no answers. Just shadows and silence and the weight of questions that had been building for years.
He thought of the letter fragment hidden in his tunic. The torn edge. The incomplete words. The Hollowed Rite. They know about—
About what? About Felix? About the catastrophe? About the scar above his brow that no one would explain?
He sat up. The room was too small, too close. The walls pressed in like they had something to confess.
His feet found the floor before his mind caught up.
---
The night was cold and clear, the kind of cold that settled into your bones and refused to leave. Aldric pulled his cloak tighter as he walked through the sleeping Order, past the darkened training grounds, past the silent main hall where Caelen Wyndthorpe was surely reviewing records by lamplight.
He didn't know where he was going until he got there.
The path to East Cliff wound up through the hills behind the Order, narrow and steep, dotted with loose stones that skittered away underfoot. Aldric had walked it a hundred times before—always at night, always with Felix, always when the weight of the world became too heavy to carry alone.
He hadn't been back since Felix died.
The climb took longer than he remembered. His legs burned, his lungs ached, and the cold seemed to seep through his clothes into places it had no business reaching. But he kept going. One step. Then another. The rhythm of it was almost meditative.
When he finally crested the ridge, the view hit him like a physical blow.
The East Cliff overlooked the entire valley—the Cloudridge Order's buildings sprawled below like a child's scattered toys, the distant lights of the town beyond, the dark mass of the mountains rising in the east. But it was the sky that stopped him. Clear and vast and impossibly full of stars, more than he'd ever seen from the Order's grounds, as if someone had taken a handful of diamonds and scattered them across black velvet.
Felix used to say the stars looked different up here. Cleaner. Brighter. Like they were trying to tell you something if you only knew how to listen.
Aldric walked to the cliff's edge and sat down, his legs dangling over the drop. The wind caught his hair, his cloak, tugging at him like an impatient child.
And the memory came.
---
One year ago.
The night air was warm for late summer, carrying the scent of pine and distant rain. Felix lay on his back on the rocky outcrop, arms spread wide, a grass stalk dangling from his lips as he stared up at the stars.
"See that one?" He pointed at a bright point of light, barely visible through the constellation of the Hunter. "That's... actually, I have no idea what that is. But it's pretty, right?"
Aldric shifted beside him, uncomfortable on the hard ground. "You don't know the star charts?"
"Never bothered learning them." Felix's grin was visible in his peripheral vision, that crooked expression that meant he was about to say something strange. "They're just names people made up. The stars don't care what we call them."
"That's—"
"Weird? Yeah, probably." Felix rolled onto his side, propping his head on one hand. His eyes caught the starlight, reflecting it back in ways that seemed almost luminous. "But think about it. Those stars have been there for... I don't know, forever? Longer than anyone can remember. And people just... decided they looked like a hunter. Or a bear. Or whatever. As if the stars care about our hunters and bears."
Aldric frowned. "You're saying the constellations are pointless?"
"I'm saying we impose meaning on things that don't need it." Felix flopped back onto his back, the grass stalk somehow still in his mouth. "The stars are just stars. They don't care about us. They're not trying to tell us anything. But people—they need stories. They need to feel like everything means something. So they make up meanings and then forget they made them up."
It was the kind of thing Felix said sometimes. Things that sounded profound on the surface but unraveled if you pulled at them too hard. Or maybe they were profound in a way Aldric couldn't quite grasp—ideas from somewhere else, translated imperfectly into words that didn't quite fit.
"Why do you always do that?" Aldric asked.
"Do what?"
"Talk like... like you're from somewhere else. Like you know things nobody else knows."
Felix was quiet for a moment. The grass stalk shifted in his mouth—a nervous habit, the closest he ever came to stillness.
"Maybe I am from somewhere else," he said finally. "Or maybe I just see things differently. Does it matter?"
"It matters if you're keeping something from me."
Felix laughed—genuine and bright, the kind of laugh that made you want to laugh too, even if you didn't know what was funny. "Oh, Aldric. I'm keeping about a hundred things from you. But not because I want to. Because... some things have to be figured out on their own. You know?"
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Aldric didn't know. But he'd learned not to push Felix too hard on these moments. The answers never came, or they came in forms that raised more questions.
They lay in silence for a while, watching the stars wheel overhead. The Hunter rose higher in the east, its bow drawn toward some invisible target. Felix's breathing slowed, and for a moment Aldric thought he'd fallen asleep.
Then Felix spoke again, his voice softer than before.
"Can I tell you something?"
"You always tell me things."
"This one's different." Felix sat up, drawing his knees to his chest. The playfulness was gone from his face, replaced by something Aldric had rarely seen—earnestness, maybe. Or something deeper. "There's going to come a time when you have to make a choice. Not the inspection thing—something bigger. And when that happens, people are going to tell you to take the smart path. The safe path. The one that benefits you the most."
Aldric pushed himself up onto his elbows. "What kind of choice?"
"I can't tell you that. I don't even know the specifics." Felix's fingers found a loose rock, turning it over and over in his hands. "But I know the shape of it. You'll be offered something—a deal, a position, a way out. And it'll seem like the obvious choice. Everyone will tell you to take it."
"And?"
"And you'll have to decide what matters more. What you gain... or what you'd have to give up to get it."
The rock completed another rotation in Felix's hands. His eyes were fixed on something in the middle distance—not the stars, not the valley below, but something Aldric couldn't see.
"Fel, you're being cryptic again."
"I know." A crooked smile. "But here's the thing I actually want you to remember. When you're weighing that choice—and you will, I promise you will—don't think about what you owe to yourself. Think about what you owe to the people who stood by you when they didn't have to. The ones who shared their last bread. The ones who took a hit meant for someone else."
His voice dropped.
"Some debts aren't paid in coin. You can't buy your way out of what you owe to the people who matter. And the moment you try—the moment you trade them for your own advancement—that's the moment you stop being someone worth knowing."
Aldric stared at him. The words hung in the air between them, heavy with a meaning he couldn't quite grasp.
"Why are you telling me this?"
Felix met his eyes. For just a moment, there was something there—something old, something tired, something that had seen more than any fifteen-year-old should have seen.
"Because I won't always be here to remind you."
Before Aldric could respond, Felix's grin returned, quick as a flash of lightning. He punched Aldric lightly on the shoulder.
"Anyway. Enough heavy stuff. You see that bright one over there? I bet I can hit it with a rock."
"You can't hit a star with a rock."
"Wanna bet?"
Aldric sighed. But he was smiling. He was always smiling around Felix, even when the conversation made no sense, even when the words carried weights he couldn't measure.
That was the last time they went to East Cliff together. Three weeks later, Felix was dead.
---
Aldric sat on the cliff's edge, the memory washing over him like a wave.
The wind had picked up, carrying with it the first hints of autumn. Below, the Order's lights flickered and died as the last of the late-night workers turned in. Somewhere in the distance, an owl called out—a low, mournful sound that echoed across the valley.
He understood now. Or he was starting to.
Felix had been trying to prepare him. For the inspection, for the choices ahead, for the moment when someone would offer him an escape at the cost of everything he believed in. Caelen Wyndthorpe didn't know it, but he was the first test. The first gate. The first opportunity for Aldric to trade his integrity for advancement.
I won't always be here to remind you.
Aldric swallowed hard. He had learned steadiness on this very cliff with Felix, and tonight it felt heavier than ever, like carrying a piece of someone who wasn't there anymore.
He thought of the other spellblade disciples. Therin, with his perpetual worry and his stubborn refusal to give up. Kira, who trained through exhaustion because stopping meant admitting defeat. Dace, who had sat on the bench today with his head in his hands, not because he was weak but because the weight was simply too much.
They were his people. Not by blood, not by choice, but by circumstance. By shared suffering. By the simple fact that no one else in this Order gave a damn whether they lived or died.
And Felix had known. Somehow, impossibly, Felix had known that Aldric would face this exact moment. A choice between himself and the people who stood beside him when standing was all they had.
How much had you already pieced together, Fel? What were you trying to hand me?
The stars offered no answers. They never did. They just wheeled overhead, indifferent and eternal, burning in a silence that predated every story ever told about them.
Aldric stayed on the cliff until the eastern sky began to lighten. When he finally stood, his legs were stiff and his eyes were dry—he'd cried all his tears for Felix a year ago—but something inside him had shifted. Clarified. Like sediment settling to the bottom of a jar, leaving the water clear.
He knew what he had to do. Not because it was smart. Not because it was safe. But because Felix had been right about the one thing that mattered.
Some wrongs couldn't be bought off.
And some loyalties were worth more than survival.
---
The walk back to the Order was long and cold. Aldric's breath fogged in the pre-dawn air, and his fingers had gone numb inside his gloves. But his mind was quiet for the first time in days.
The inspection would continue. Caelen Wyndthorpe would examine their records and make his cold, precise calculations. The Order's elders would bow and scrape, hoping to avoid the axe. And at some point, the offer would come—the deal that would let Aldric save himself at the expense of everyone else.
He would refuse.
He didn't know what would happen after that. He didn't know if he would survive it. But he knew, with a certainty that went deeper than logic, that there were worse things than falling.
There was falling alone.
And there was falling with people who mattered.
He reached the Order just as the first disciples were stirring. The smell of bread from the kitchens drifted across the courtyard. Somewhere, a cockerel announced the dawn with all the subtlety of a brass bell.
Aldric walked to his quarters, opened the door, and stopped.
Someone had been here.
Nothing was missing—he checked immediately, his hand going to the hidden pocket where Felix's letter fragment lay. But things had been moved. The chest, slightly open. The desk, shifted an inch to the left. A book that had been on the bed was now on the floor.
He knelt and examined the floor. Dust disturbed in patterns that suggested careful footwork. No mud, no obvious tracks—someone who knew how to move quietly.
His father's people? Unlikely. Edmund's agents were thorough but not subtle about their presence—they wanted Aldric to know he was being protected.
The Ironwing Pact? Possible. Caelen Wyndthorpe had access to functionaries who could move through a building without leaving traces. But what would they be looking for? And why Aldric's quarters specifically?
Or...
He thought of the letter fragment. The torn edge. The words The Hollowed Rite.
They know about—
About what? About him? About Felix? About something neither of them understood yet?
Aldric's jaw tightened. He stood, closed the door behind him, and began a methodical search of the room. If someone had been here, they might have left something behind. A sign. A message. A threat.
He found nothing.
But the absence was its own kind of answer. Someone knew he was worth watching. Someone wanted to know what he knew.
And somewhere in the shadows, forces he couldn't see were moving toward a future he couldn't predict.
Aldric tucked the letter fragment deeper into his tunic—a gesture that had become as automatic as breathing—and walked out into the morning light.
The second day of inspection had begun.
---
A dead friend's words echo in the living. A room searched in the night. And somewhere in the margins, someone is watching—waiting to see what Aldric will do when the choice finally comes.
The audit begins in earnest today. And the first test is already closer than he knows.

