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Chapter 1175 The Weight of Names

  The dust of Ibaraki's limbs gradually dissipated, carried away by the spiral winds. Silence enveloped the field, the scent of blood and the spirits of the Oni fading along with the distant rumble of thunder. Fitran remained standing, his fingers trembling, yet his gaze remained cold—a look of someone who had witnessed the world collapse too many times, yet had never truly stopped moving forward.

  “Do you understand what happens when this dust touches the ground?” Fitran hissed, as if murmuring to the wind, “A new curse is born from the ruins left behind.”

  The Voidlight in his hand felt heavy now. The runes of the Oni glowed faintly along its blade, like scars that refused to completely fade. “Do you desire immortality, or to perish like them?” he continued, his eyes piercing into Kagutsuchi, as if probing her very soul. Each line and symbol hinted at a single name, a singular curse, one betrayal that had been severed.

  From the shadows of the ruins, Kagutsuchi no Ura approached slowly yet firmly. There were no grand echoes. No explosive auras. Only the sound of footsteps on the dusty ground, bearing a profound emptiness and deep sorrow. “What path are you on, Fitran?” she asked, her voice like a night wind carrying secrets. “Do you truly believe you can alter destiny?”

  Kagutsuchi no Ura stood not far from the remnants of Ibaraki's body, gazing at the ruins, her voice soft but distinct, “Is it truly over?”

  “Over for whom? For them, perhaps.” Fitran replied, his tone sharp like a blade. He continued, “But a world like this always finds a way to conjure new curses.” His heart thudded heavily, as though bearing the weight of sins that time could not erode.

  Kagutsuchi no Ura looked at the dust swirling in the palms of her hands, “I always hoped… at least someone would survive. But with every name you erased, Fitran, the world loses another reason to change.” Her voice seemed to coax him, as if inviting Fitran to doubt his choices.

  Fitran slid the Voidlight into the small of his back, his shoulders sagging. “Change? The world doesn’t transform by miracles. It changes out of necessity,” he scoffed, “You know that better than anyone. Yet, perhaps my curse is merely a tool to dismantle this false order.”

  Kagutsuchi perched upon a large stone, her fingers tracing the dust on Ibaraki's arm. “Once... I thought if I could safeguard every name, nothing would be lost again. But even my womb is cracked now. With every curse that dies, the world merely casts it into another abyss.” She stared blankly into the uncertainty ahead, as if longing for something to rise from the dust and darkness, like a spirit trapped in an endless cycle.

  Fitran shrugged. His voice carried a fatigue, “You know, sometimes I think it’s all just a numbers game. One curse dies, and two more sprout. It never ends.” He smirked, his eyes glimmering with a distant light, “Are you sure those names are worth keeping? Or are we merely trapped in a spiral of hollow hope?” Each word fell from his lips like poison, gnawing at Kagutsuchi's desire to believe that change was possible.

  The spiraling wind stirred the remnants of spirits in the air. Some trembled, searching for form, only to vanish, as if weary from the struggle. As shadows danced, Kagutsuchi felt it all—each tremor within the lingering souls, the hidden turmoil concealed behind walls of despair. “Are we just waiting while staring into this void?” he asked, his voice wavering like a frayed thread about to snap.

  Kagutsuchi no Ura regarded Fitran with solemnity. A silence enveloped them before she spoke, her tone almost maternal, as if addressing a child lost in confusion, “Why must you be the one to keep erasing those names? Perhaps there are souls worth saving if we don’t cease the fight.” She sensed the tension that lingered between them, two entities standing on the precipice, each tempted by the conflicting allure of sin and liberation. “Are you seeking peace, or are you simply carving open a deeper emptiness?”

  Fitran let out a soft laugh, devoid of joy. “Because I'm the only one willing to bear the filth of this world. If I don’t do it, no one will care who disappears tomorrow.” He watched the silhouette of a kite dancing with the mist, touching the remnants of the spiral earth beneath. Each lost soul nestled in the dust became part of an inseparable curse.

  Kagutsuchi’s voice, almost a whisper, asked, “Have you never felt regret?” His eyes seemed to pierce through space and time, searching for answers hidden behind the flowing words. “Regret is dangerous, Ura,” Fitran replied, “like a tangled net ensnaring the thoughts of a genius such as myself. Courage transcends regret.”

  Fitran turned his gaze to the fading spiral sky, reflecting a bloody crimson hue. He hesitated, needing a few seconds before finally saying, “Regret? I have far too many to count. But I also know that regret never saves anyone. Not Ibaraki. Not you. Not even me.” There was an unexpected depth in his voice, almost inviting Kagutsuchi to delve into the darkness he himself had concealed.

  The remnants of Ibaraki began to meld into the spiral earth, transforming into delicate threads connecting the ruins with the roots beneath. “Look,” he said, “this is how the world functions. Everything becomes part of a greater cycle—a curse intricately woven together.”

  Kagutsuchi gazed at the transformation, his voice low, “She desperately sought to be believed. Even by monsters like me.” His eyes sparkled in the dim light, as if recalling something forgotten, something worth more than mere trust.

  Fitran, with an unyielding tone, replied, “Ibaraki believed in the world. The world rejected her. That was her first mistake, and the only one she could never forgive.” The weight of his words trembled in the air, saturating it with a profound sense of despair. “You see,” he continued sharply, “an attitude like that is a seed for monsters like us. Choosing to have faith will only lead you to emptiness.”

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  Kagutsuchi, closing his eyes, said, “I have never hated humanity. I despise the way they pretend everything is fine. Even when bodies like Ibaraki’s have long become soil.” As his words took form, a streak of black light crossed the sky, emphasizing the tragic embodiment of shattered hope. “You are trapped in an illusion,” Fitran stated. “The only way to endure is to confront what lies before you, even if it is terrifying.”

  Silence fell again. Only the gentle hissing of Voidlight could be heard as Fitran manipulated its handle, vibrating with deep tension. In his mind, plans to escape the curse enveloping them swirled, as if searching for a gap in the enigma and fragility that surrounded them.

  Fitran finally spoke, “Then why do you remain here, Ura? This world has long ceased to be your home. Yet you linger, clutching onto names you’d rather forget.” His voice resonated, a challenge wrapped in invitation. “Do you wish to be ensnared in that curse of memory? Or are you merely biding your time for the final moments to untangle this web?”

  Kagutsuchi's eyes opened, his gaze hollow. “Because there is always a possibility. Sometimes… I want to prove that even the shattered can rise anew. Just once, if only one believes.” His raspy voice echoed, illuminating a profound sorrow, as if he were peeling back layers of a tightly sealed memory.

  Fitran exhaled deeply. “Growth and decay. That’s the cycle of all that has lived. I’ve ceased to hope for the world to improve. I just want to be strong enough not to be a part of their deceit.” He watched his shadow merge with the encroaching darkness, each word like a needle piercing through his emotional walls.

  Kagutsuchi stood, brushing the dust from his palms. “You’re not malevolent, Fitran. You’re simply weary. Everyone who bears a name ends up like this. Even Ibaraki.” A wink punctuated his challenge to the darkness spiraling around them.

  Suddenly, a faint voice thundered through the spiraling realm. The air around Ibaraki's dust wavered, gradually forming her face, sharp eyes fixed on the two beings before her. “Don’t you feel trapped, Fitran? In this endless cycle?” The voice pierced the silence, revealing a hint of despair lurking beneath the surface.

  Ibaraki, the final shadow, her whisper haunting yet penetrating, said, “It seems true… the darkness of humanity knows no bounds…” She continued in a tone that struck deep, “Don’t you want to explore how deep your darkness runs, Fitran?”

  Fitran straightened his back, staring intently at the remnants of souls without blinking. “I don’t deny it. But sometimes, the darkness is the only reason we keep moving forward.” He offered a faint smile, as if revealing that darkness could be both friend and foe on his journey.

  The shadow of Ibaraki slowly faded, merging with the roots of the spiral. There were no screams. No rage. Only exhaustion seeped into every corner of the earth, accompanied by an insatiable hunger. “This is the fate you chose, isn’t it?” Fitran spoke without turning, feeling weariness settling within the recesses of his heart.

  Kagutsuchi fought back tears that never fell. “She… just wanted to go home.” The voice resonated, stirring a fading nostalgia, as if challenging the harsh reality they faced.

  Fitran’s voice was flat yet honest, “Home is an illusion, Ura. We’ve all been on this road for far too long to turn back.” In his gaze flickered shades of both lies and truths, as if he himself were ensnared in the very illusion he spoke of. “But here we are, aren’t we?” He continued, “Trapped in a labyrinth of our own making.”

  Kagutsuchi closed his eyes, surrendering to the intertwining of sound and silence. “Perhaps. But I still want to believe that one day, someone will call my name again. Even if just as a reminder of what once was.”

  Fitran turned to him, a cynical glint in his eye. “A name is only a reminder if someone is willing to remember it. Everything we’ve experienced is but an endless spiral, Ura. Each laugh and tear is merely a stanza in an unending poem that we’ve been writing ourselves.” He stepped closer, his voice soft yet suffused with danger, “But remember, memory can become the worst curse if you’re caught in the dark.”

  Kagutsuchi replied slowly, “That’s why I fear you, Fitran. You don’t just kill; you make the world forget.”

  Fitran was not offended. Instead, a thin, sardonic smile crept across his lips. “It’s easier to live in a world unburdened by memory. That’s why this spiral exists, relentlessly erasing the ties that bind us,” he said, stepping closer and emphasizing each word. “But… it’s true, in the end, I’ve never really forgotten. Each soul I’ve consumed remembers me in its own way.”

  The spiral wind picked up again. The void light in Fitran's hand pulsed with faint glimmers, as if greeting the lingering spirits trapped in the ruins around them. “Look, Ura,” he whispered, his voice low and melancholic, “Every creation carries a curse, much like a petal falling from a flower—one beautiful, the other destructive.”

  Kagutsuchi no Ura stepped back slowly into the shadows of roots and mist, her voice nearly swallowed by the earth that was shifting once more. “Be careful, Fitran. This spiral is growing narrower. At its end, there’s only room for those reckless enough to defy forgetfulness.”

  Fitran nodded, his gaze sweeping over the battlefield that had fallen quiet once more. “Each step we take is progress toward shattering this illusion. The spiral may be tight, but within its depths, I can forge something greater than mere memories; I can create an everlasting fear.”

  Fitran, as if speaking to himself, said, “I’ve come too far to turn back now. But with every step I take, there’s always a name that remains in these shoes. Who truly resides behind those names? Are they calling out to me, or cursing me?” He scratched his head, a cold smile slipping onto his lips, “I will not falter, Ura. As long as the spiral remains unbroken, I will continue to write and erase names until the world is utterly devoid of sound.”

  Fitran took slow steps through the ruins. “Do you see, Ura? Each step etches into the earth,” he said, pressing his foot onto a sharp stone, “as if this history longs to be read again. Each breath carves a new memory, creating scars on our souls. The spiral field began to rotate slowly once more, as if waiting for the next chapter, or perhaps, watching us ensnared in this curse.”

  In the sky, the spiral clouds parted, a pale light illuminating the battlefield filled with wounds. “Is this all just a game, then? Who truly holds the reins here? One misstep, and we’re all trapped within memories that can never fade.” There were no cheers, no tears. Only a long silence, a place where ancient names slumbered, waiting for the next to write and erase history beneath the eternal shadows of the world's spiral. “While they wait, we must keep moving. Are you ready to bid farewell to this silence?”

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