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Chapter Three: Intimacy and Closeness

  The small courtyard has been closed for many years, and even if people want to investigate, they can't. Moreover, there is always a powerful internal force guarding it. Those people have no way of entering here, tomorrow will be the best opportunity. Although there are many people in those two courtyards, it's better for them to temporarily avoid trouble.

  "Is this painting a gift for you?" Yuan Shu Huan suddenly heard Pei Ming Xuan speak up, and opened his eyes to see that Pei Ming Xuan was already standing in front of the desk. It seemed that whenever he himself was feeling bored and drowsy, Pei Ming Xuan had already begun working.

  Yuan Shuheng didn't bother to invite him again, and walked over to take a look at Pei Mingxuan's work. After all, the level of Pei Mingxuan before was something that Yuan Shuheng had seen with his own eyes. This time, although he didn't know what Pei Mingxuan painted, it should be pretty good too.

  But saw the person in the painting with one hand resting on the chessboard, listlessly fiddling with the pieces... exactly like his own appearance just now. He looked up to see Pei Mingxuan's eyebrows and eyes filled with a smile.

  "With a few leisurely moves, why bother playing with others? Don't lock your brows lightly, follow your nature and be unrestrained." Yuan Shu Han recited the poem beside Pei Ming Xuan, but it seemed to bring a hint of enlightenment. Pei Ming Xuan's intentions had never been hidden, yet this subtlety still made people feel extremely moved.

  Is this the feeling of an accelerated heartbeat, or is it just because this scene is too beautiful and touching? It makes one involuntarily produce a kind of intoxicating feeling. This feeling is ineffable, yet it makes one vaguely feel a kind of worry, as if it's going to live up to the phrase "good times don't last".

  It's rare for this girl to know what it means to blush, previously she was very aware of the differences between men and women, but didn't put much emphasis on them. This time, it was just because she had a feeling, although it was only a hint of shyness that seemed almost imperceptible, for Yuan Shuhuan, it was already quite rare.

  "You're free to do as you please, but the people around you aren't as weak as you think." Yuan Shu Han unconsciously protected the people he cared about under his own wings. Just like Pei Ming Xuan's current desire to protect Yuan Shu Han under his wings, so Pei Ming Xuan thought he should understand that feeling.

  "Of course I know..." You or Fei Jian or Si Kong Zi Hong, apart from the two children, probably no one else needs their own protection. But this is just a unique sense of fear, fearing that they will lose everything they have said before and become penniless again, and then return to being alone as before.

  In this world, if you've never had something, you'll never be obsessed with it. But once you have it, it's hard to let go easily. This principle applies everywhere, even when you were fine being alone before, but after having someone by your side, you don't want to go back to the loneliness of the past. The idea that "a snake swallowing an elephant" refers to greed, but isn't this also a kind of desire?

  Bae Myung-seon couldn't help but kiss Won Soo-hwan's lips again. This time, unlike before, Bae Myung-seon gently extended his tongue and traced the shape of Won Soo-hwan's lips.

  He had been holding her hand, and this was a classic case of taking advantage. Now it seemed like they were used to kissing, and had even started evolving into something deeper... If they continued down this path, she wouldn't know what to do with herself, although she did have to admit that Pei Mingxuan's lips were soft, and had their own unique charm.

  No! She's really become quite promiscuous, as a pure and innocent girl, these things shouldn't be happening! Especially with such habits, playing with fire will only end in getting burned!

  "Don't like it?" Yuan Shu Han's knock made Pei Ming Xuan realize that no matter what happened in the future, this kind of intimacy was not suitable for them now. Trying to calm down his heartbeat and breathing, making himself look a bit more stable. It was indeed time to call it quits, or else he didn't know what he would do next.

  Perhaps this was never meant to be, Yuan Shu was still just a child after all, and at the very least, this body was still that of a ten-year-old child. The original kiss had already been pushing the limits, and now he was challenging his own limits even further.

  "You calm down first." I also need to calm down, if it wasn't for Pei Mingxuan's timely stop earlier, I'm afraid I would have fallen deeper into this kiss. Yu Wang, the two words that represent a mature mind, are very clear about the meaning behind these things, but that doesn't mean Yuan Shuheng will be indulged in such desires.

  Bai Mingxuan felt that he was empty-handed, but Yuan Shuhuan didn't seem to be very angry, or rather, Yuan Shuhuan wasn't actually angry. Reaching this conclusion, Bai Mingxuan finally understood why Si Kong Zihong chose to retreat in such a situation. If Yuan Shuhuan had simply accepted Si Kong Zihong's kiss, he would probably have chosen to let go like that too.

  Yuanshu Huan hadn't said it out loud, but in his heart, he had already made a choice. He himself didn't expect this outcome. Or rather, Yuanshu Huan wasn't even aware that some things had sprouted without him realizing it. Even if they were just kissing now, no matter how you put it, it was still his fault.

  As a Yuan Shu Huan who has an underage appearance but is already an adult, he began to reflect on why Pei Ming Xuan always gets his way so easily. The current situation is very complicated for them, and if they continue like this, it will only get more complicated. Perhaps it's just because it's Pei Ming Xuan that he can accept things so naturally.

  From the bottom of his heart, Yuan Shu didn't resist this feeling, but he also understood that he couldn't continue to indulge in it. This feeling was like a dangerous poison, and the world of Pei Mingxuan was full of intrigue and hidden dangers, all of which would become potential threats to his own future. Pei Mingxuan was not an appropriate object for him.

  The deeper the feeling, the harder it is to suppress. This is Pei Mingxuan's current state of mind, even if he knows that Yuan Shuhuan has already sensed something. Thinking of Yuan Shuhuan and Qian still having a period of time, Pei Mingxuan feels that he is becoming more and more difficult to control himself. If only Yuan Shuhuan were like Si Kongzi Hong, it would be great if she could become a mature woman as soon as she appeared.

  That way, he can be more unrestrained and not worry about hurting Yuan Shu Huan's body. The first time Pei Ming Xuan hated that Yuan Shu Huan was only ten years old, probably because the kiss just now was too wonderful. But what's more important now is Yuan Shu Huan's attitude, whether he can really accept such intimacy or not. Or maybe he just doesn't understand.

  "Han'er, just now it was my fault, you..." Pei Mingxuan started to speak, but stopped when he saw Yuan Shuhang's face. In the fleeting glance, the words "tender feelings" could be vaguely seen, and her cheeks were slightly flushed, making one's heart drunk. Originally a 10-year-old girl, now she looks like she has a few parts of charm."

  Yuan Shu Han closed his eyes, stabilizing his breath. But once again, he was subjected to Pei Ming Xuan's kiss, fortunately this time it was just a shallow taste. "I have always prided myself on having strong self-control, but in front of you, they are almost gone." Pei Ming Xuan whispered in Yuan Shu Han's ear, his low voice was so seductive.

  "Our previous world, in fact, didn't have so many rules. It's just that those things ultimately belonged to people with feelings, and we weren't suitable... This time, however, Pei Mingxuan could indulge himself, indulging all his current emotions, and such rejection was unbearable for Pei Mingxuan."

  Moreover, if there weren't so many rules, why would you stop yourself from doing such a thing? Moreover, Huan, you actually don't want to refuse. Easily prying open Yuan Shu Huan's lips, Pei Ming Xuan suddenly didn't want to consider that many things. Such a kiss may be possible or may not be possible, anyway, now that he has already done such a thing, there is no room for discussion about what can or cannot be done.

  "Don't say no to me again, I've heard enough." Pei Mingxuan had never been rejected like this before, so he couldn't bear such rejection even more. Especially since these words came from Yuan Shuhuan's mouth, which only made Pei Mingxuan feel cruel and heartbroken.

  "If you think things are bad the way they are now, then marry me!" They are indeed not good the way they are in this world right now. If Yuan Shu Huan were to become his wife, that would be great. What reason could Yuan Shu Huan possibly have for rejecting him at that time? The only possibility is being rejected right now.

  "I don't want to get married!" But nor do I want it to be like this, my heart can never settle down. Yuan Shu Han thought of another face, another person who could be called father. Although the memories that person brought to oneself were so disgusting after all.

  This is an instinctive rejection, Pei Mingxuan realized. In fact, Yuan Shu had been denying it all along, using reason to refuse himself. It's as if anything that comes into contact with love will inevitably lead to something happening.

  "It was like that in the past, my mother loved my father like that, but the condition for Father to marry Mother...” Yet she ended up becoming the leader of Huo Bang, and those who competed with her at that time were all considered her own brothers and sisters. At that time, everyone was equally ignorant, but their fate had already been decided by their parents.

  I am the last one to survive, and also the one who brings all this into hell. From now on, there will be no more Huo Bang. Some things should have gone with the wind, why do they still take root in my memory?

  The words behind, I don't know if Yuan Shu Han didn't say them or if I just didn't hear them. But Pei Ming Xuan suddenly didn't want to investigate further, there must be something here, it's the reason why Yuan Shu Han is rejecting male-female relationships now. But no matter what kind of wall it is, I will go and break through that wall myself.

  Yu Shu Han's panic in his heart had already faintly emerged from his words, and he knew that he had said many things that he shouldn't have. When he was with Pei Ming Xuan, he always felt at ease and let his guard down. But Yu Shu Han didn't know why he would so easily blurt out those words if it weren't for the fact that he willingly trusted that person...

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